Chapter 10: Confession

Alex's P.O.V:

Out of the blue, Tyler grabs the paper out of my hand before I could even read it. I looked at him and he wasn't happy at all. His face was red and I could imagine the horns coming out of his head. Then he started yelling at me.

"Why do I care? Why the fuck do I care? because you are fucking min! I OWN YOU!" he yells, looking completely red. I couldn't take it anymore and I decide to yell back.

"You don't own me. You bullied me remember? For I don't know what reason what so ever! Do you even have the right to call me yours? AFTER YOU TREATED ME LIKE SHIT! The only thing that led us to this point is because we made out!" I yell, knowing that this was the first time I ever yelled at anyone ever. Tyler's face soften and I let out my breath that I was holding in. He looks at me with a soft expression. The car grew silent as I was recollecting all my feelings.

Ever since Tyler and I started freshman year, he bullied me ever since. I really don't know why because I hardly talk to people. Basically, I'm an introvert. Maybe that's the reason why he bullied me. Who knows. The silence was making my head hurt. I couldn't take it anymore.

"I always liked you." I croak out. Tyler looks at me with hopeful eyes. I couldn't help but smile back at him. He looked so cute, I feel like my heart was going to explode.

"Really?" he asks with a tone of worry in his voice. I nod in agreement. He turns away and griped his hands on the steering wheel firmly.

"Yeah, and I hate myself for liking you." I say, as a smile was no longer on my face. He looks at me frantically, to see if I was lying or not. He couldn't read my expression.

"A-Are you serious?" he mumbles, looking lost.

"Yes, because I don't understand. You hurting me made me like you even more and I just don't get it." I sigh in defeat, looking at my hands as they were fiddling with each other. I heard a sigh coming from Tyler. I look at him and he was completely drained.

"I don't understand either Alex. I just saw you today and I had to mess with you and I don't know why. I'm just attracted to you, but I didn't know how to say it." he chokes out, looking at me with sadness in his eyes. "I didn't really think that you would take it personally. I'm really sorry." he mumbles, with apologetic eyes, looking like they were about to burst into tears.

"Didn't take it personally? Are you fucking serious!" I yell, looking out of the window, not wanting to look at Tyler.

I was getting frustrated because of Tyler's bitchy attitude. He just stormed both of us out of the restaurant after the waiter was trying to be flirty. I mean, he didn't have the right to get jealous because we aren't together, but I was kind of thankful that he took me out of there.

I hear a sniffle come from my left. I turn around to see Tyler silently crying. His head was on the steering wheel, facing down, not wanting to look me in the eye. His hands firmly gripping on the steering wheel, pressuring it to at least get some anger out.

"Take me home." I demanded, not wanting to continue the silence. He looked up and complied.

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Tyler parks his car in front of my house. We sat there in silence, both of us not moving. My focus was still outside, not wanting to face Tyler. I had enough of his shit today. First of all, he takes me away from my destiny, then makes out with me and lead to us eating together after school and now this. Us fighting because he doesn't know what he caused.

"We're here." he croaks out, trying to put an end to the silence. I lightly nod.

I got a hold of my bag, ready to open the door to walk out, but Tyler grabbed unto my arm. I look back at him to see that his eyes were bloodshot, cheeks stained with tears and lips quivering. It broke me to see him like this because I still had feelings for him.

"Do you hate me this much because I bullied you? You won't even look me in my eyes now. I took you out to eat and you still hate me?" he cries, still having a firm grip on my arm. I let out a low chuckle and he looks up at me.

"Because you took me out doesn't mean that I've forgotten what you have done to me. Our shitty relationship continues and I don't want this anymore." I sigh. He looks up at me with widened eyes.

"Our relationship?" he mumbles.

"Yeah! Our relationship where you would have you little gang beat me up every afternoon. Our relationship where you would catch me off-guard with open wounds on my hands and blame me for it, even when you are so oblivious to see that you're the cause of it and I'm hurting. Our relationship where I come home with unwanted wounds to patch up just because of my distasteful existence." I took a deep breath before continuing. "A relationship that I want out of." I pull back my hand from Tyler's grip and got out of the car.

"Leave me the fuck alone now. Your presence make me sick."

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Hey guys. I know this chapter is a bit crazy, but it gets better. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy the rest of your day.

Potato-nim~

...out!

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