Creating Memories

...Sebastian POV...

The first day after the chemo, Kati was really sick. Out of complete desperation, I wanted to take her to the hospital, but Dr. Wislon talked me against it, for he said that she would get ill.

The second day, she was still quite ill and spend most of her day in bed. I think we have become used to the bucket that we keep next to the bed. She has asked me on so many occasions if I won't sleep in the guest room because she does not want me to see her like that.  But I absolutely refuse. She needs me to know, and I am not about to go hide away in a corner.

The third day, for some reason, was even worse than the first day. She could not move, and I kept giving her something to make her sleep. The pain was somewhat unbearable; the only joy that she felt was when the boys kicked. She at once stage told me that they are only kicking because they are hurting too. I had to convince her that it is not true for nearly an hour on end.