>>> Chapter 16 <<<

Taehyung doesn't know why he is in front of Jungkook's doorsteps right now. After dropping off his things at his dorm, he took the key chain and shot glass with him as he made his way to Jungkook's place.

His heart is beating at an extraordinary rate as he pressed the doorbell.

The door unlocks and the knob turned Taehyung wants to run away but it was too late.

"Tae?!" Jungkook excitedly exclaimed as he pulled Taehyung in for a hug, walking them inside as he slammed the door close with his feet, his arms still wrapped tightly around Taehyung.

"Kookie..." Taehyung sighs in relief as he hugged back.

"I'm sorry." Taehyung felt the guilty tears in his eyes.

"No, no, don't be sorry. Everything was my fault okay?" Jungkook stopped Taehyung in a rush from apologizing.

"You don't understand." Taehyung pulls away from Jungkook.

"No Tae, just, please take me back, please. We can begin again, fresh start? I promise I'll try to change I will listen now." Jungkook pleads, slowly going down on his knees.

"What are you doing?" Taehyung panicked as Jungkook kneels in front of him taking his hands in his.

"I'm sorry please, please take me back," Jungkook begs, on his knees, his pride out of the window and he doesn't care.

All he wants is Taehyung, he couldn't care less about anything else.

"Please stand up." Taehyung pulls Jungkook up but Jungkook is too strong that he didn't even budge.

"Do you not want me anymore?" Jungkook's voice trembles as tears began free-falling from his eyes.

"Kookie, let's talk first?" Taehyung tries to calm Jungkook down but Jungkook only lets go of Taehyung's hands to wrap his arms around Taehyung's legs, like a kid begging for him not to leave.

"Kookie please..." Taehyung's heart continues to break as he watches Jungkook cry his heart out, on his knees begging for him to take him back.

When he should be the one on his knees right now.

"Kookie, will you please listen? You shouldn't do this." Taehyung tells Jungkook who immediately looked up at Taehyung.

"Please, can we sit?" Taehyung begs as he runs his hand through Jungkook's hair.

Slowly, Jungkook stood up taking Taehyung's hand from his hair to hold it as they move to the couch.

Jungkook has finally calmed down, and Taehyung's guilt eats him up more.

"Kookie, I'm sorry." Taehyung begins.

"Don't-"

"No, I... I have to tell you something okay?" Jungkook's heart stomach dropped, thinking is this it?

Is Taehyung gonna tell him that he doesn't love Jungkook anymore?

"I understand if you won't want me anymore after this, but I need to tell you." Taehyung lets his guilty tears fall.

"Nothing you say or do will make me want you any less." Jungkook wipes Taehyung's tears away as he assures the other.

It's true, Taehyung could have committed any crime and Jungkook will help him clear up his mess.

"Kookie, I.."

"Tell me please."

"When I was in Japan, I... Yoongi hyung..." Taehyung trails off not knowing how to tell the other of his fuck up.

Technically, Taehyung didn't cheat but it didn't matter, they just broke up, and they were supposed to try to fix things.

"Taehyung please, just tell me." Jungkook holds his breath knowing what's coming.

"I- we... kissed" Taehyung comes clean.

Jungkook felt cold ice water just dropped on his entire body.

"You- you kissed him?" Jungkook whispered letting go of Taehyung's hands as he processed.

The one time he tried his best to control his jealousy, that one time, is actually when he is right to be.

"What else did you do with him? Did you sleep with him too?" Jungkook's voice is cold as he looks away from Taehyung.

"Like in the same bed?" Taehyung dared to ask.

"I meant did you let him fuck you Taehyung?!" Jungkook exclaimed making Taehyung jump, he's trying to control his voice but this. This is just too much right now.

"No, No God no." Taehyung shakes his head.

"Are you sure?" Jungkook asked one more time as he takes a deep breath.

"We- we didn't," Taehyung tells Jungkook the truth.

"How did it happen?" Jungkook is now frantic, he can't believe Taehyung, his sweet little Taehyung can do such a thing.

"The first time we- we-"

"First time? It was more than once?!" Jungkook stood up in disbelief.

"Kookie please..."

"How many times did you make out with that jerk face?" Jungkook is now pacing back and forth in front of Taehyung.

"Twice..." Taehyung whispered.

"Twice?! How?" Jungkook doesn't really want to know the details but he needs to understand why.

"I, the first time we were drunk and I-"

"Drunk?! Taehyung!" Jungkook screams in disbelief.

Taehyung didn't budge this time.  Jungkook has all the right to be mad, Taehyung thought.

"I know, I'm sorry, I was stupid and I'm sorry." Taehyung apologized ready for Jungkook to throw him out.

"I'm stupid, I was selfish, I hurt too many people." Taehyungs tears drop on his thighs as his heart continues to be bothered with guilt for hurting not just one, but two people who did nothing but make him feel loved, wanted.

"What do you mean?" Jungkook asked in confusion.

"Yoongi hyung, he told me he genuinely likes me and I told him I couldn't." Jungkook's heart stopped, the guy actually had good intentions?

"I couldn't because no matter how hard I try to forget you, It's still you who I see," Taehyung admits with tear-stained cheeks.

"You still love me?" Jungkook asked his heart softening despite the pain of knowing what Taehyung did.

"I can't stop even if I want to." Jungkook carefully pulls Taehyung up to his feet.

Jungkook sighed, his heart is broken, but his love for Taehyung is greater than his pain.

"If I let this go, will you come back to me?" Jungkook's arm around Taehyung's waist, the other cupping Taehyung's face.

"You'll forgive me?" Taehyung's eyes widen.

"My love for you will always be greater than any of your mistakes." Jungkook brushed Taehyung's cheeks.

Oh, how he missed being this close to the other boy.

"Will you take me back Tae?" Jungkook whispered.

"Yes, yes of course." Taehyung nods eagerly not knowing what he did to deserve Jungkook.

"You promise, that it will be only me?" Jungkook whispered asked as he held Taehyung close to him.

"I promise," Taehyung answered.

"Was it... was it only me too?" Taehyung shyly wonders his eyes dropping to the ground.

"My eyes are always just on you, even when you're away," Jungkook assures the other with a smile.

Jungkook leans in, wanting nothing but to erase any trace that the other guy left on Taehyung.

Their lips move together as they move to the bedroom without breaking the kiss.

Jungkook pushed Taehyung on his back as he gets on top crashing his lips back on Taehyung, his hands finding Taehyung's ass, groping them hard making Taehyung gasp.

Jungkook took this chance to insert his tongue between Taehyung's lips, his tongue exploring Taehyung's mouth, owning Taehyung.

(And as always I'm skipping the smut if you want you can read it on my Wattpad)

"I love you," Jungkook whispered as he rests his head on Taehyung's chest.

"I love you too," Taehyung whispered back, tangling his fingers on Jungkook's curls.

"It hurts," Jungkook admits as he felt Jungkook's tears on his skin.

"Don't hurt me again like this Tae, I beg you." Jungkook cries harder as he moves to nuzzle his face on Taehyung's neck.

"I'm so sorry," Taehyung whispered, his heart couldn't take Jungkook's cries anymore, especially knowing that he caused them.

Jungkook continues to sob, letting all the pain out. Taehyung moved slightly deciding that maybe, maybe Jungkook needs some time alone.

"Wha- what are you doing?" Jungkook asked lifting his head from Taehyung's neck.

"I figured, maybe you want some time by yourself? I can leave." Taehyung sat up but was quickly pushed back down by Jungkook.

"No, no that's the last thing I want." Jungkook's eyes are begging.

"Don't leave me ever again, please." Taehyung has never seen Jungkook this vulnerable, his eyes wide like a puppy that has been kicked.

Kicked by Taehyung.

Taehyung doesn't understand, he thought Jungkook would have thrown him out by now, especially after hearing his confession, but here Jungkook is, latched on him, begging for Taehyung to never leave him again.

"Why do you love me this much Kookie?" Taehyung whispered as he rubs Jungkook's back who nuzzles his face on Taehyung's neck once again.

Jungkook's breathing slowly evens out before pulling away.

"I just do," Jungkook answered looking into Taehyung's eyes.

"I love you Kookie." Taehyung cups Jungkook's face with his hand.

"Can we still fix this?" Taehyung asked his voice full of uncertainty.

"We will, I'll make sure of it," Jungkook replies before crashing his lips back down on Taehyung's.

The whole day was spent full of passion, love, and apologies.

Full of promises.

As the day ends, the couple promised to begin again.

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                     (End of Chapter 16)