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We cooked the breakfast in peace and tranquillity, so focused on the process to not even chit-chat in between. Or probably it was just me, too gone in the process of cooking to notice his stare on me.

"Hikari..."

"Yeah?" I don't look up from the bowl I'm mixing batter in, until I feel his presence right behind me. His hands began crawling up my arms, I let go of the bowl, and he turns me around.

"Yes Taehyung?" a smirk forms on the corner of his lips and a shiver goes down my spine, this couldn't be good.

"Up."

Up? What could that possibly mean? Then it strikes me, I feel his hands wrapping around my waist, he wants me to sit on the kitchen counter.

So I jump instinctively. I bit my lip out of habit, while he spreads my legs and walks forward, leaving no space between us. "Unbutton my shirt." I was hesitant but my hands followed his demands unwilling to upset him. My fingers were trembling against his buttons, his constant gaze upon me following each action of mine rendered me diffident.

God why won't my hands stay calm, I strived hard to unbutton his fourth button when his hands engulfed mine and I bit my lip as he made me look up at him.

"My turn." 

My eyes widened on realisation as his hands swiftly reached the hem of my shirt.

He leisurely unbuttoned my shirt, his eyes never leaving my face, he was absorbing every bit of my bashfulness, every reaction I made. 

I felt a chill across my chest, and that's when I noticed that he was done with his task.

"I love your sub nature." 

I like his dominant side too, but at times he was too intimidating for me to bare with.

"Kiss me." I gulped and reached for his lips, and to my surprise he stepped backwards and giggled.

"Kiss me Hikari." I jumped off the counter and reached to kiss his lips yet again but he stood straight, he was too tall for me to reach without him bending down.

"I can't...." I shrugged at his unusual demand to which he was being uncooperative.

"Disobeying me, are you?" He expression switched to a daunting one, and I blinked in response and shook my head.

"But I don't see you following my instructions?" I gulp as he advances towards me..
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Hikari Yi is a girl of a grim, fatalistic world, the love of a family was never one of her assets. Away from the fallen realm of her father’s menacing territory, she leads an independent life.
Little did she know the world she was running away from, was advancing towards her at a pace faster than she was travelling at.
Hikari admires a world famous boy band, the ORIONS, consisting of seven members. She somehow receives an offer to look after them as a manager or a caretaker. As unexpected as it looks, it isn't.
The more time she spends around them, she grows infatuated with one of the seven.
Are the feelings mutual? Is he the one to fill the void of solicitude in her life?
Overtime, mysteries unfold, what was Hikari's past? What other plans does she have for the boyband she adore? What secrets has she locked?
As it is, it isn’t just her. The Orions, too, have got their own darkness to unravel.
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-"Tell me once you again that you love me"
-"Reassure me once more that you'll stay forever, that you won't leave me alone."
-"Who are you.. No... What are you exactly?"
-"I want you Hikari. Now."
-"Is that how you talk to your boss?" 
-"Your clothes are see-through"
-"Yakuzas are the most feared mob group"
-“This world won’t let us be.”
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It's an enthralling, mystery, romance, action thriller. It has everything you've been looking for. High school romance? Office heated relations? Eternal love? Mafia? demons? Vampires? Boys? Best friends? Family? Action? Suspense?
It's all there, read to indulge in the roller-coaster adventure!

LOST WITHOUT HIM

So Taehyung's going to meet Kageyama, it absolutely slipped my mind, he told me about it earlier, a few days back I suppose. I hope she's ready by now, I adjust my tie, brush off my coat before I walk into her room. "Hika-" I lower my voice and don't finish calling out her name. She's so immersed in viewing the scenery outside. How cute. I smile to myself and silently make my way towards her, I stand right behind her and place my hand on the glass glancing outside and then back at her tiny figure. I feel her shiver as she turns towards me. I want to embrace her, keep her safe, keep her within my sight forever.

"Let's go, shall we?" I smile the brightest. For once, I feel like I'm not faking my personality, she makes me feel different. Or maybe there's something about her that's different than the rest. I notice her small causalities, it's so adorable, how she bites her lower lip when she gets nervous. She's so simple-headed and easy to intimidate, I want to do so much to her, yet I'm holding back, for once I am. I want her to choose herself, why is it that I'm being this thoughtful? In the many centuries of my life, if I desired something or someone, I had it, just the way i wanted.

I sigh to myself while I momentarily glance at her, sitting beside me, all curled up sleeping like a baby. Why am I being this soft? This isn't like me at all, but I don't think, I'm the only one experiencing this change, these feelings towards her.

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I watch her eyes light up as we walk on the beach. I take her hand in mine, so cold, yet so soft. When I embrace her, I can feel her heart racing against mine.

Hikari means "Light" in Japanese, she is proving to live up to her name. She might as well light up our lives, not that we aren't happy, content, we have everything but there's always this void that none of us talk about. A void in our lives, that never seems to fill.

There are so many things I want to ask her, so many things I wish to tell her about myself, and who we really are....

But I shouldn't be too naive. Humans are nothing but the worst afterall.

KENMA'S THOUGHTS