Messed up

Riekko's Pov

When we are done eating we decided to take a rest in the room. After all everyone was too tired because the long travel.

I sat in the bed and leaned in the headboard while holding my laptop.

He suddenly came out from the shower spreading his strawberry scent.

"Hon you smells good." I said.

He smiled at me and crawled in the bed taking my laptop aside and gave me a peck.

Deion sat in the front and wrapped my arms around him while leaning in my chest.

"Perfect." He smiled.

"Your so sweet and clingy today what's the occasion?" I asked confusingly.

"Nothing." He replied.

We talked for a few minutes about school and stuffs.

"Can you tell me more about you Riekko?" He asked.

Those question was unexpected and froze me for a moment. He was looking at me waiting for answer.

"My mom died when I was young and I was left raised by my father. He is strict and manipulative he always thought me to be the best and focused. I've been facing the business world and trained to follow his footsteps my whole life was indeed boring. I also has a lot of enemies around as for myself they always know me as a real demon." I replied I actually don't want to talk about it he might not like me on how cruel I am.

"Then he probably won't like me knowing that I'm a guy. But, its fine I loved you anyway my parents are very hideous. I never felt being close to them because I grow up facing the hospital and also being homeschooled. I only know a few people and you know all of them my life isn't easy I live because of medicines. I was actually happy to have you by my side for letting me experience what love is I somehow felt normal." He said.

I hugged him tight he's childhood might be more difficult.

"You are the most beautiful thing that had happened in my life Deion." I whispered in his ear.

"At first I wanted to be fine but now I wanted to be with you always." He said with a trembling voice.

"Why are you crying?" I asked.

"Nothing I'm just so happy Riekko thank you so much for being with me." He cried.

I felt my heart tightens why does his words seems painful.

"The way you reacted why do I have a feeling that you are leaving Deion?" I asked.

"I'll stay by your side Riekko just promise me you will go on with your life without me." He said I've seen pain in his eyes as he look at me.

"I don't understand Deion you said you'll stay with and yet you wanted me to go on without you. What exactly are you pointing out?" I asked confusingly but he moves and kissed me in the lips slowly.

That was intense to see him initiated I no longer hold myself back. I slowly removed his cloth and sucking his nipples were the first thing I look forward to.

"R-riekko." He moaned in sensitivity.

I touched his crotch and rubbed mine to him. I let him feel my hard crotch towards him.

I took off my clothes and leaving nothing but bare skin.

"Hon is it okay if I put it in?" I asked while gasping.

He nodded so I slowly inserted one finger in his butt. I saw how he's body twisted as I slowly trust in.

I stood up and grabbed my bag I took out the bottle of love gel and a box of condom.

"Hon can you put it in." I said referring at the condom.

He opened it and used his mouth to put the condom in my hard cock.

"Ahh." I moaned that was so intense.

I laid him at the bed and hold his crotch with my left hand and continued to ejaculate it. I poured the love gel and inserted two fingers and thrust in and out.

"Tell me which part feels good." I whispered.

I moved it in different area inside him until I notice how he reacted in that spot.

"Found it." I smiled and continued to thrust in and out using my fingers.

"I'm about to cum Riekko." He moaned in pleasure.

So I thrust faster until he finally cum in front of me.

"Ohhh Riekko." He exclaimed.

"Bear with me hon this is going to be painful." I said and poured the love gel in my cock.

I spread his legs wider and focused it into his asshole.

I slowly put it in and he suddenly tightens his hands at my shoulder.

"R-riekko stop it hurts!" He exclaimed.

I continued to put it whole in making him gasp in shock.

He trembled in pain I could see his tears running down on his face. I kissed him in the neck back to the lips and slowly thrusted.

"Fuck your so tight hon relax please so it won't be painful try to relax." I whispered.

"B-be gentle please it hurts so much." He cried.

I look at him and saw how lewd his face is I think I can't promise to be good

I thrusted faster inside him and hold his crotch to also ejaculate it.

He's moan makes me more turned on and wanted to lavish him more.

"R-riekko! I'm coming." He said.

We both reach our climax together and saw him hugged me tightly.

I kissed his forehead and changed his position.

It was already 2am in the morning yet I still wanted to continue. I lost my count how many times I had cum.

"R-riekko I'm so tired I wanted to rest please." He cried.

I look at him how restless he is I almost forgot his illness. I kissed his forehead and covered him with the blanket and hugged him tight.

"Let's sleep." I said which made him felt relief.

Finn knocks the door calling for breakfast. I opened the door and spoke at him.

"Deion might be late he is currently sleeping." I said while scratching my head.

He stared at me for a minute and raised his brows.

"Really? You seem tired too for lavishing him last night oh well take your time love birds." He grinned and walked away.

Finn is actually right Deion might be not able to walk properly today.

We decided to watch a movie while the others were out for snorkeling.

"I so wanted to go to the beach but look at what you done you pervert." He exclaimed glaring at me.

"Hon you look so attractive in my eyes so lets watch a movie okay? Should we choose horror or love story?" I asked.

"Let's try the horror! I want to see how scared you are." He exclaimed.

I am not scared at all with horror movies I gave the popcorn bowl at him while I put the laptop on the small table.

A few moment later.

"Waaah! Turn it off! turn it off!" He exclaimed.

"I thought your not scared?" I teased him.

"Shut up its too scary." Deion exclaimed.

"You spill all the popcorns." I grinned.

"Right lets fix this." He said while picking it up in the bed.

"I'm going to the shower." I said and left him.

When I'm finally finished I saw him putting back my phone in the side table and acted normal.

"Hon? Aren't you going to the shower?" I said.

He stood up and smiled before going in.

I sat in the bed and checked my phone is it okay if I'll doubt him? I feel like something was really off.

I saw lots of missed calls coming from Anna. I immediately deleted it together with the messages.

When he is finally fine we decided to swim in the pool.

"Wait don't!" He yelled but its too late because I jumped in the pool.

"Your face was epic hon." I laughed when I reached the surface.

Deion hits me in the biceps many times.

"You dumb head." He exclaimed.

But I just splashed him with the water in the face and we proceed to a water fight.

I was so happy enjoying stuffs with Deion, he is currently taking his meds while I browse his Cannon.

"Babe our face look hilarious with this!" I suddenly blurted.

"Babe?" Deion suddenly gave me a cold stare.

"I m-mean hon." I said removing my gaze at him.

It was a freaking accident to call him in that word.

"Bee told me that he saw a woman in your laptop who is she?" He asked while looking at his glass.

"Why are you asking in that kind of stuff I told him already its no one." I answered.

"Are you also calling him babe?" He spouted.

I didn't utter a word and look at him is he jealous?

"Hon are you jealous?" I grinned.

To my surprise he turns around and smiled.

"Of course not why would I? You are mine right so I don't need to worry at all." Deion replied.

"Are you not going to ask me?" I asked him.

"No I trust you." He smiled and walk upstairs.

I saw Grey got in and look at me for a while I notice he looks trouble and look at me.

"Dude you are freaking me out what happened to you?" I asked him but he just shook his head and walked upstairs to follow Deion.

I decided to take a walk outside and sat at the rock.

Is it normal that he didn't ask at all? Now I realize its hard to read a guys mind.

The telephone suddenly rang so I immediately answered it.

"You need to get your ass at here Riekko! Your father was so mad and so is the Xiao group they are demanding for your presence." Chrome exclaimed.

I clenched my fist so he dragged them to leave me no choice at all.

The only thing left was to continue with my other plan which also means hurting Deion.

I messed my hair in frustrations I don't have a choice at all I need to find a mistake to decline them.

"Riekko? Are you alright?" Deion asked while going downstairs.

I've notice his eyes were a bit red did he cried upstairs?

The door slams and I saw Grey holding all his baggages and look at Deion. He sighed and walked downstairs Deion didn't even took a gaze at him.

Grey stopped in front of me like he wanted to say something but he suddenly tapped me.

"Something came up I'll leave Deion to you. Finn and Bee already left earlier the two had a fight." He said and walked away.

I nodded and look at Deion who was still staring at the floor.

"Did something happened?" I asked.

"Nothing Grey and I just have a bit fight but its normal. How about you? did something come up you seemed bother?" He asked worriedly.

I barely look at he's worried eyes how can I tell him everything?

"Come here I just missed you." I smiled and drag him into my lap.

"Miss me? I've been upstairs for only 30mins." He said looking at me.

"What? I always miss you everyday." I teased him and saw how he blushed.

"You are making fun of me again I'm hungry why don't you cook something for me." He said and gave me a peck.

"Okay wait for me here." I smiled and stood up.

While preparing the pan I sudden doorbell was heard.

"I'll open it." Deion exclaimed.

What should I cook? He likes beef steak maybe I should make some.

I notice he's been at the door for a while now. So I removed my apron and walked outside the kitchen.

"Deion? Is something- Anna?" I said in surprise.

"Babe there you are I've been looking for you everywhere." She said and ran towards me.

She suddenly grabbed me and kiss me in the lips. I was too surprise to move an inch until I realize Deion was around and pushed her.

"What was that all about?!" She exclaimed but I ignore her.

"Deion?" I called and look around where is he?!

"Why are you looking for that guy! Is he that important to you?!" She exclaimed and suddenly becomes weak.

"Whats wrong?" I asked her when I notice her bruises in the arm.

Where did she got all of this? I was too shock to move.

"R-riekko." She almost whisper and fainted.

"Anna!" I immediately carried her out and brought her in Chrome's car good thing he left it in case of emergency.

I was hesitating what if Deion was just outside I also look at Anna who was clenching in pain.

"Damn it!" I exclaimed and turned on the car and leave.

I brought her at the hospital and waited outside. I tried to contact Deion's phone and thank goodness he finally answered.

"Hon where the hell are you?!" I ask worriedly.

"I'm fine just look after her Riekko." He said calmly.

"What do you mean look after her?!" I exclaimed I hated it when someone is deciding for my sake.

"I realize we aren't meant for each other Riekko. I'm a man it doesn't look good at all I know you still have feelings for her." He said in a serious tone.

"What are you talking about Deion? I don't understand you were fine earlier right? We are happy just the two of us and I don't fucking care if you are a guy I love you!" I said my voice were starting to tremble.

"I heard it Riekko every night when you called her name you have no idea right? I also saw it in your laptop I know you've been having a hard time already. Riekko don't make it hard for yourself I understand so I'm letting you go." He answered in a straight voice.

I was speechless I have no idea at all now I'm doubting if I did love him or its because I saw Anna's towards him.

"Forget about me Riekko everything is going to be fine like I did not exist at all. Goodbye Riekko I do hope you'll be happy with her by your side." He said and ended the call I don't know why but it hurts a lot.

I felt like the world has turned its back at me. I tried to call him again but it no longer available.

"Riekko! What are you playing at dragging Anna in your immaturity." My father was so mad at me right now but I can't understand everything he said.

The doctor came out made me back to my senses.

"What's wrong with him doc?" I asked.

"She has leukemia I'm so sorry but its too late for her to be treated." He said in a sad voice.

"What do you mean?! You gotta be kidding me right?! She's perfectly fine!" I exclaimed.

"Where is my daughter?!" Anna's mother just arrived and look at me.

"What happened Riekko??" She cried and walk inside.

I was to deaf and mess up at that moment not a single word sink in my mind.