Chapter 12 Do we have a Deal ?

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"What if I'm telling you that I want to make a deal with you?"

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Silence.

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Alastor's body had frozen as his hand was ready to grasp the door wrist.

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"I beg your pardon my dear, what did you say? "Asked the deer in a tone as calm as yours. In response, you rolled your eyes and crossed your arms.

"You heard me very well, I want to make a deal with you."

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The deer turned around with a huge scary smile. You swallowed silently, trying to control your fear. His red eyes sparkled in a macabre excitement like the eyes of a predator.

Seriously ... Who the hell was the wolf in that fucking office?

At least you managed the most difficult part of it which was "getting his attention".

You kept your shoulders back and tried not to break eye contact with him, it was the only way for you to keep a certain confidence and pride.

Begging in front of him already repelled you, and submitting to a deal put you in disgust. However, you knew you had to submit. It was worth your friends' lives and you knew it.

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"Oh really my dear? "Alastor asked with a singing tone, almost... Sadistic.

That son of a bitch was twist the knife in the wound. You knew he felt your shame and that he was feeding on it with cruelty. You struggled to keep your anger deep in your insides, but it was so difficult when you looked at his condescending and mocking smile.

All right, you weren't going to play his game, you've already given him the pleasure of seeing you angry, and completely at his mercy, you weren't going to give him the luxury of seeing you covered in shame and angry a second time.

You managed to hide your rage through a hypocritical smile and repeated it again with confidence and determination.

"Yes, Alastor, I want to make a deal with you."

As soon as your words reached his ears, the deer screamed with enthusiasm

"Why didn't you tell me this before Y/N?"

You were going to answer, but the deer had disappeared from your field of vision. Before you thought about looking around, he appeared right next to you, making you jump. You took a few steps back so that there is a safe distance between you. Your smile fell off but you didn't break the visual contact.

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"You were in such a hurry that you didn't really give me time to express myself. "You answered him honestly by rolling your eyes.

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Alastor came towards you with a playful smile.

You didn't like the way he was looking at you. He was circling around you like a hungry animal would. He was certainly thinking about what he could do to trap you through this deal you were offering him.

Although... there was something more on his face... was it curiosity?

You backed away again when he was only one foot in front of you, but his desk blocked you. The moment you felt the edge of his desk against you, an elusive terror seized you.

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"NO, LET ME GO, LET ME GO, IT WASN'T A PART OF OUR DEAL! BACK OFF!"

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You felt your heart rate racing and your nerves contracting. You didn't like the way things turned out. You had horrible pressure in your chest and throat.

It wasn't good....

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You were trying to stay calm and control the small tremors of your body that were beginning to appear.

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It's not the same person... calm down Y/N

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"What motivates you to make an agreement with me Y/N? "Alastor asked, leaning over your face with the same sadistic and crazy smile. You could easily feel his breath hitting your skin and smell his scent mixed with that of whisky. Your wolf's instinct was to bite him, shred him, eat him. It was irresistible.

You quickly slammed your hand on his chest and pushed him back slightly.

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"Well, for you, Why am I doing this ? "you asked him coldly when you moved yourself from his desk. "Don't you have any idea? "

"Well, I have to say, you surprise me, I didn't think you'd do such a thing to me. Especially after our little... "discussion" at the Husk bar."

You neither.

"When I went out, I came across two friends I knew in my lifetime. " You explained to him. "Ironically, they happen to have a few little problems with you, you see ? "

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Alastor raised an eyebrow and leaned his head to the side, asking for some clarification.

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"Doesn't the name Boris or Nikolai mean anything to you? A wolf dog and a beagle if you want me to be more specific."

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The radio demon's eyebrows rose with surprise. He didn't really seem to expect you to know them.

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"Are you "friend" with these individuals? " He didn't seem to believe you.

"That's right. " You answered by crossing your arms and keeping a serious expression on your face. "And I know I can't always protect them, I can't be in two places at once after all. So knowing there's some tension between you two, I'd like you to leave them alone."

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Alastor blinked a few times and placed his index finger under his chin. He started walking randomly into his office, which made you uncomfortable. You didn't like it, you didn't know where you stand when he was behaving like that.

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"So if I understand correctly, you want me to stay away from your friends?"

"I ask you to stay away from them and not hurt them physically or mentally if you ever have the opportunity and no matter what the reasons or the way to kill or torture them." You clarified.

"And you trust me to respect such a deal ?"

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You couldn't help but smile with contempt.

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"You're not the kind of man who doesn't respect his contracts. You are the one who exploits its flaws to better trap your customers and make them dependent. So I know that on the principle of a contract I can trust you. However, I think you understand me if I tell you that I would like some guarantees if you ever accept."

Alastor's smile has widened.

Oh how much you entertained him. You were full of surprises, he definitely wasn't mistaken. He didn't think you would come to him by yourself to beg for his mercy through a contract. He could see that you were hurt in your pride and he enjoyed it.

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"What makes you think I'll agree to make a deal with you, my dear? "

"First, you want to be entertained, and I know you enjoy watching me grovel at your feet. Secondly, it's all in your interest, after all, now that you know the connection I have with them, I don't think it's very wise of you to take it out on them." Your tone had become darker and your eyes were slowly turning bright red.

"Is that a threat? " Alastor asked.

You took back a normal expression and kept your smile on.

"Just a warning. I will not allow myself to threatened you. After all, you didn't do anything to them, did you?" You sighed and then continued. "The contract is a kind of guarantee that you will stay away from them and that you will not harm them directly or indirectly, whatever may happen between us. Now it's up to you to tell me what you want in return."

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Alastor lightly tapped his chin with his index finger and played with his microphone while he thought about your proposal.

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"So let's summarize it all. "He began, "I leave your friends alone no matter what happens between us, I don't attack them physically and morally no matter what opportunities, ways and reasons present themselves to me. "

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You nodded and was careful of each words he used. Alastor took a serious look for a moment, certainly looking for a breach in the contract.

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"Well, my dear, I'm in the "regret" of informing you that for the moment I can't accept your terms as they stand." he says.

"What's bothering you?"

"Let's suppose your friends try to use this agreement to attack me, do I have the right to defend myself?"

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You bit your tongue. You understood what he was trying to do.

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"I'll warn them of the limits on this, if they try to attack you you can defend yourself. However, I forbid you to hurt them seriously or kill them. I would also like to add that I will take care of the youngest one, do not touch him."

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Alastor nodded and kept walking randomly through the room. You hadn't noticed it, but his smile had widened. There was a flaw, a very small flaw that he could use to hurt you indirectly.

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"All right, so I don't touch your friends in any way, in any context or if it's directly or indirectly, except in self-defence. However, I must not seriously injure or kill them, and I mustn't touch the youngest one. Is that correct?"

You nodded. Alastor gave you an enthusiastic smile that you didn't like at all.

"Good! And I think you want our agreement to last as long as possible, don't you?"

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"That's right. I want it to last until you're no longer in hell."

"All right. And in return, you give me carte blanche?"

You nodded again and resisted the urge to look down as a sign of defeat.

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The demon enjoyed your face for a moment. Oh Lucifer, he did the right thing by staying to listen to your proposal and letting those two idiots down. It would have been a real waste not to see that face you were wearing. This face which was struggling to remain neutral and severe in order to hide the rage and pain you were feeling. He would have blamed himself so much if He didn't see it.

He thought for a long time, tormenting you at the same time.

What could he ask you for in return? It had to be entertaining, and also interesting. He couldn't satisfy his most macabre desires through this deal, he knew it.

Too bad, he would have liked to be able to control you totally, to have you at his disposal so that he could torture you, but it was impossible. You were too protected by Charlie and Vaggie, if he wanted to continue working in the hotel he mustn't touch you. You had a too important role, and if you disappeared or were "suddenly" in poor condition, both girls might be too curious.

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Suddenly he had an idea.

"I think I found what I would like in return." He said in an almost vicious tone.

You pinched your lips for a few moments and listened to his request with fear.

"Have dinner with me tomorrow night, that's all I'm asking you to do."

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Time seemed to stand still. You were like ... "stunned", no words or sounds came out of your mouth.

What did he say? Your mouth opened slightly and your eyes widened as your arms fell softly to your sides.

Why would he want that? Several macabre and despicable scenarios have been played out in your head. You knew it wasn't a dinner, it was just a pretext... Just a fucking pretext. How many "dinners" had you had with your boss? How many "dinners" had you had with judges or politicians? How many of them? How many?

You have already seen yourself pressed against a wall like a prostitute having to moan for this sadist, kiss him, touch him, shout his name at the top of your lungs, or spread your legs so that he can completely humiliate you by introducing his cock deep inside you. You wanted to vomit.

You quickly ignored from the many unhealthy images your brain imagined, unfortunately, You felt that your eyes were starting to get wetter and wetter. You struggled not to crack in front of him.

You had no choice, you knew it... If this was the only way to help your friends, you were ready to do it.

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"It's not the first time you're doing this... it's just a bad time to go through, you know how it works..." You said to yourself mentally in the hope of reassuring yourself. But of course you knew you will not have the same spirit when you were naked, on your knees, giving that deer a blowjob.

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"You... You want me to... have dinner with you? "you asked with a small trembling voice.

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You were so terrified that you didn't feel your loss of assertiveness.

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Alastor gave you a confused look. Why were your eyes so empty? Why did they lose that spark they had and that he loved so much? Where was your assertiveness ? Where was your determination? Where was that power and energy you were giving off? Where was your sweet anger? What could he have said that made you so empty? And why was he suddenly so upset when he saw you like this?

The deer came towards you, hiding his confusion. You hadn't moved or looked down.

"Why yes darling. Let's say that in exchange for your friends' lives I would like to learn a little more about you, in other words, to know you a little more in detail. All I'm asking you to do is be honest when I ask you a question. If you lie to me or try to lie to me, our agreement will be cancelled. Nevertheless for more entertainment, I'll leave you a joker on the questions I could ask you."

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You nodded silently. You looked at him without saying a word. Alastor raised an eyebrow at your change in behaviour.

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"Is that all right with you, my dear? " He asked.

"Is that really all you want? " You asked him trembeling on your words

"What more could I want? Make you leave the hotel? Come on, dear, I'm not an idiot,if I ask you to leave now it'll turn against me and the hotel needs you. »

To the deer's surprise, you gave them an aggressive look.

"Oh please don't play dumb with me, if you want to do something do it now, don't torture me like that to tomorrow night..."

He didn't understand. What more could he want? There was no suggestion in his sentence. Why did you look so serious and upset all of a sudden? Why did you think there was something more? It took him a few minutes to understand, but he finally realized what you were implying. His eyebrows rose in amazement and he had a hard time containing his laugh.

"My dear, you don't think I intend to have sex with you, do you?"

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You answered him with such a confused look that you didn't need to talk for him to understand.

Alastor burst out of laughing and was forced to lean against his desk to try to regain his calm.

On your side you were red with shame. Where were the exterminating angels when you needed them seriously? You would have given anything to disappear at that very moment.

Then, little by little, this shame gave way to anger and frustration.

You gave him a black look filled with animosity, you didn't frown, no, your eyes were wide open, your mouth closed. A neutral expression, yet your eyes showed all that contempt and disgust that you kept deep inside you.

If they could talk, they probably would have said, "Shut the fuck up, who are you to judge me? You don't know anything about me."

This time Alastor stopped laughing. Strangely your face really made him uncomfortable, it was... unusual, he felt like he was... "In danger"? No, it couldn't have been that. Before he could question you again, you took a cold and confident posture. How dare he make fun of you?

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"Because I had to spread my legs every time people like you made me that kind of proposal. Is that enough for you? " You asked irreverently.

The deer's mouth twisted slightly. Did you just compare him to a rapist? How dare you? The mere idea that you might have thought of demeaning him to these individuals made him mad. His voice changed and took on a darker tone as a poorly tuned radio noise came out of his throat.

"I'm not interested in this kind of thing, Y/N. Now I forbid you to compare me once again to these rude persons . "

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Did you offend him? Oh, yes, you offended him. You could feel his fury just by looking at him.

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"So don't give me a reason to do it. "you growled, then continued "Well, all I have to do is have dinner with you and answer your questions? »

"Indeed" he answered you with bitterness

"And I get a joker?"

"That's right."

You have placed a hand under your chin. What was that joker about? Was it for one question or for several questions that covered a whole subject? You smiled at this inaccuracy. You had a nice way out if this deer ever got a little too into the details of your life.

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"All right, I accept, just tell me where and when we should meet."

"Well, first I'd like to know if you're going home tomorrow."

"It's in my plans."

"How about outside your house at 8 pm?"

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You wet your lips, quite uncertain as to whether you really should conclude this agreement and give him your address. However, you knew that he would be able to find it if he really wanted it and that, on the other hand you would not risk anything as long as you worked for the princess. You have accepted and given your address.

The deer's expression became a little softer and he reached out his hand to you.

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"Well, now that the principles are established, do we have a deal, my dear?"

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A menacing green light surrounded his hand. You watched him without emotion. Unlike Charlie, you had no choice, you envied her to be honest.

"One last thing before we conclude this contract. »

"I'm listening to you. »

"I know you're not the kind of person to break a contract, but when in doubt, as long as that contract is active... don't betray me."

"I Won't Darling"

"Well, in that case... "You shook his hand "It's a deal for me".

You felt weird all of a sudden. It was as if an electric current had passed through both of you. The light began to fade gradually until it completely disappeared.

Alastor's smile widened as he let go of your hand.

"It's a pleasure doing business with you Y/N"

You raised an eyebrow with a sarcastic expression on your face.

"Yeah yeah, of course Radio Demon."

You turned your back and started to walk to the exit.

"Y/N..."

You stopped but didn't turn around.

"I didn't lie to you."

"..." You didn't answer him.

There was a slight silence in the room.

"What are you going to do now?"

"Sleep" you simply said. "You'll excuse me to Charlie and Vaggie, but I'm exhausted. Have a good evening... "And you finally got out.

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Once the door of his office was close. The deer sighed and served himself a glass of whiskey while thinking back to your words and actions. You were definitely a case. He looked at his hand with which he had concluded the contract with you. There was something special about you and he couldn't see what it was. That electricity he felt was so strange, it was as if he had touched your power for a fraction of a second. It was wild, unpredictable, uncontrollable and merciless. Something that attracted him like a magnet. And when his brain made him relive that black look you had given him, shivers ran down his back.

A little whistle filled with lust escaped from his lips. He wanted to feel that feeling again. It was so... unusual, so attractive. You seemed so close to letting the wolf take over, so close to savagely push him against his own desk and devouring him alive without worrying about the consequences.

Alastor bit his lower lip hard as his twisted mind imagined the scene with sinister pleasure.

This feeling drove him crazy. Why was he giving you an ounce of interest? Why was he so attracted to you? In a way you were just a little Wolf Cub which knew how to fight a bit, nothing extraordinary.

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He put down his glass and headed for the bathroom. He took off his bow tie and his mind before undoing a few pimples from his shirt. He leaned his head to the side and still noticed the marks of your fangs on his flesh.

He couldn't help laughing as he gently slipped his fingers over the scars.

"Yes, just a little wolf cub..." He laughed, admiring what remained of the wounds you had inflicted on him.

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On your side you were walking down the stairs, looking empty.

You felt nothing as if you had literally sold what was left of your soul to the Devil. Concluding this agreement has brought back too many bad memories. It was too much for you, simply too much.

You walked into the hallway leading to your room and ran into Angel.

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"Hey baby, it's been a while since I've seen you. Vaggie told me you were with the Strawberry pimp, what were you doing with him? "he asked you in a suggestive voice.

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You looked at him with a tired look on your face.

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"We just clarified a few points about the hotel, he and I will see each other tomorrow evening to finish our discussion. "

"Oh, really? "asked the spider in a suspicious tone, "Is there nothing more between the two of you?"

"No" you said coldly, giving him a black look, "I'm not interested in this guy and I don't want a relationship. Leave me alone."

Angel spoke to you, but your ears didn't want to hear what he had to say. You went into your room and closed the door behind you. As soon as the door was closed, your legs didn't support you anymore. You slowly let yourself slip along the door with a sigh. You were now sitting on the floor. Silent. With Empty eyes.

You placed a hand on your forehead when you thought about your day. Then without being able to control yourself, you burst into tears.

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Once again, you couldn't control yourself completely in front of him.

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"Fucking deer" you mumbled.

You were ashamed, so ashamed. You wanted to vomit, your stomach was twisting painfully in all directions. It was unbearable. You grabbed your head when you started trembled. You hated feeling so submissive, so helpless.

"I hate you" you cried "I hate you so much"

Your breath had become wheezy and your body had begun to tremble with disgust. Why did this sadist has to work at the hotel? Why did Boris have to get into trouble with him? And why the fuck couldn't you just control yourself in front of him? Why?! Why?! That was all torture!

Your ears flattened on your head as more tears flowed on your cheeks. Everything could have been so much easier but no! It had to fucking happen to you!

After some minutes, you dried your tears and finally calmed down.

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"Come on, Y/N, get a get yourself together, he doesn't deserve you to go crazy like that." You said to yourself mentally. "Just show him that you're above all this, show to that fucking egomaniac that it's not because you've been defeated once you're completely submissive. You've met scum worse than that fool, and you've killed them all without mercy. Be patient. Karma will come one day or the other... be patient. Be ready for the wheel to turn."

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You sighed and got up. You slowly walked to your bed. Your exhausted body was begging you to go to bed quickly. You dropped on the mattress without bothering to change your clothes or lie down directly under the blankets. No, you just put yourself under the duvet with a little tired growl.

You looked through your window and noticed that the sky had a darker hue. It was the night now.

You dreamt while you looking up at the sky for a few minutes, wondering if those who loved you could see you. Honesty, you hoped not. You'd be too ashamed. You didn't want to face their eyes and disappointment. That's also why you didn't want to be forgiven. What good would it do when you were sure no one would want you?

You've been thinking about Boris and Nikolai. It always hurt you when you remembered Boris' torn face. You really were a bad friend.

At least you had managed to keep Alastor from touching them and that relieved you. That was all you cared about.

You sighed and closed your eyes with one last thought for all those you had loved in the course of your life.

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"I miss you so much..." you barely whispered before falling asleep in a dreamless sleep.

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