RAQUEL
Tears blocked my vision as the heartbeat of my child became the only rhythm echoing off the walls of the room. Hearing the repetitive sound only further added proof of a being growing inside me, another life was nestled inside me still hidden from the eyes of the world.
After the appointment, the excitement was slowly brewing. The high I felt was indescribable as I smiled feeling giddy but at the same time nervous for tonight. Earlier on today I asked Alex if he could have dinner with me at my place. He hadn't responded but I knew he was curious as to what I wanted to talk to him about. He was discharged yesterday making me more anxious to what his reaction would be.
Would he be angry
Elated
Willing to take on such a responsibility with me or reject the being we made together
All these thoughts consumed me so deeply. I mean if he refused to be apart of this baby's life I'll happily do it on my own. It will hurt I confess.