New calendar - 12.02.00 (d.m.y)

The process of when I was free and normal through to how I ended up within a government security building is not for me to write about.

I have tried to write it many times. Yet those books were burnt or stolen from me. I am watched and I guess they allow me to write for my own sanity. I did say many times that these books weren't for publication.

Why would I? I talk about my personal health and embarrassing stories enough that I wouldn't want it to be. It has been nice to look back on great times I had wrote in the past.

[Notice: around this time period was edits in previous books and removed pages of mentions of such sensitive information are due to employer at the time and writer. Writer has become self-conscious of information spreading.]

My current work now is to be a lab technician for making a vaccine for the on going cscc infection and holding to reverse its affects so it may treat older generations.

The first strain has been names 1cscc32. The 32 is the stem cell count needed for stability to store in a simulated human mock agar gel.

There is now 4 different strains, two are human modified for vaccines or prevent. All three strains brokwn down from the first have not proven enough results to be given for public use.

The second strain was the first replicate of carbon copy of the first but sustained in agar. Its what we use samples to test potential cure commfirmation. Developing it alone has been a years worth of careful work for any sort of success. It had it failures too. As many whom tried to have it suspended in gel have contracted it, thanks to the artificial stem cells being able to be implemented into adults.

Its a massive leap ahead. Its only a matter of time until a cure can be found. Before it would have any mutations into something devastating.

Months of disconnected time from the outside world. We all are to write dates based for the length of time we are present within the government cover. As such, our unique dating is also our paperwork signature. No hand written notes unless necessary for the data provided. Like graphs and data analysis charts.

It has been mostly going smoothly as the team works through the strange samples coming in by military suits. No names here. Only numbers. Its easy to play a cog of the machine then to be the segment they remove. The longest number presented so far is [Redacted classification]. They said there is others older then them by 20 years.

Its became a thought to me of wonder how much of my life will they take from me. I am by no means a young lass anymore and dating it out the picture. My time of party is to be left in dusty books. I simply wondered how long will they need me, if they didn't want me... what then.

Would I see my family then?

It doesn't matter for now. Like my time of party's, so to was my time with those I loved. I have accepted. I just not quite moved on. The pictures left in my albums are simply a reminder of what to look forwards to. When its over.

Play a part of the machine, and watch the world burn around you. Making a vaccine might just have been to good to be true.

Estimated 3 months past: 10. 05. 00

In my more recent conversations of accidental information, strains 7 through 10 are biologically modified edits. These edits include symptoms of the sheep's tear and crows tongue. They have included worse... much worse. Made worse.

The guise of cure was a perfect lie. I have accepted that my hands in this work has not made me any innocent. I were not the one modifying the strains. I were simply the eyes that they used to know where to edit. My microscope photographs turned for such misuses.

I want to be the frist of any slaughter. Its my hope that someday, some outside influences will mow us all. Unlock us from the shackles in this war machine. Enslave me to find a cure, I do not mind. Promise me death, I will hold you to your word.

30. 07. 00

From all we can take from the changes of what the military does getting in and out. That of language being enforced to use to speak. The uniforms.

A new government or several put together are a part of this. Worse as been the including Geiger counter checks. The slip tongues of certain words. These factors are either staged for us to be scared of the outside. That or the outside is snow, ashes and mutates.

Stranger is that the missing people happening. Everyone new, 00 years like me are going missing. Their jobs replaced with 20 years date signature.

30.12.00

My last day as a under year intern. I have been up all night aware of something going to happen to me. How I was forced to teach someone else my photography skills this past 4 months. They been removing my time signatures off things or making the intern write it instead. What bothers me is the intern being year 50... but they don't look it. There is strange other things from behind my back. I wish not make knowledge on paper of.

I am scared of being tired. Writing isn't enough to keep me awake.