Kattara
I heard Levi when he used the key card to get in. I was asleep but the door makes this obnoxious beep when it unlocks so I heard it. I tried to pretend like I was still asleep but Levi turned on the lamp making me jump, giving me away. "I knew you were awake Katt. Are you hungry?" I wasn't. I was hungry at the restaurant. I was beyond that; I was borderline starving now. "Here, I know you are, your prideful ass will say no even if you know full well you are." Levi said, rolling his eyes and handing me the white Styrofoam to-go container that smelled absolutely heavenly. "I got you 10 hot wings and fries. Then I needed gas so I got you some of these hot ass chips you like but I wasn't sure what you wanted to drink with that so I just got a water bottle. That's cool Mama?1" Honestly I wasn't listening. I was already on my second wing- I said I was hungry. "It's fine Levi." I stop eating to look into his eyes for the first time since he told me what he did in the car. I watch as he searches my eyes for... Anger? Forgiveness? I'm not really sure. I'm not angry; my feelings are hurt. How does he not see that? How does he not see that the possibility of me not being enough for him terrifies me so? How is he missing that this incident worries me? I feel my eyes start to tear up and I try to choke them back when I realize that Levi's never left mine, not even to blink, so he definitely noticed my eyes gloss over. He sat on the bed and pulled me into him. "Mama, don't cry. I fucked up okay? I should've told you about the party; honestly I'm not sure why I didn't. But I SWEAR to you-" He grabbed my chin, pulling my face up to his; forcing me to look him in the eye. "Katt, you are the only one that I want. Nothing happened with me and Asia. I dated her a few years back and she cheated so we split. She's not on my mind ever. The only female that is.. is you." He paused to look into my soul for only a second before, rather swiftly, flipping us both over so that I was under him while he towered over me. Before I could say anything, he smashed his lips into mine, slamming his tongue into my mouth, causing me to moan and slightly part my lips to allow him further entry; which he gladly and hungrily accepted. Leaving kisses from my lips to my neck, sliding back the blanket, easing under it and in between my legs all before I had time to catch my breath. Bringing his mouth back to mine, Levi takes one of my nipple in between his fingers, squeezing and pulling and rubbing while continuing our kiss; despite my low moans against his mouth. Finally breaking our kiss, Levi begins a new trail of kisses. From my lips to my neck. Then to my chest, stopping only to give an equal amount of attention to both of my nipples; driving me insane in the process. Once he was satisfied, he continue down my rib cage to my stomach, slightly dipping his tongue into my belly button before going straight to my Pearl; quickly flicking it with his tongue making me let out a loud moan and my legs buck. I could feel Levi smile against my Pearl, clearly amused with my response. He took my Pearl into his mouth, softly sucking, then quickly flicking his tongue against my Pearl. I have no idea how many times Levi repeated that cycle; nor how many times I released, I had lost count fairly early on. I did know that I was very close to an orgasm. Levi must've known as well because he stopped, flipped me over and gently pushed down on my lower back; making an arch. Levi and I moaned simultaneously as he slid into my dripping wetness. Slowly, Levi pumped. In and out. I felt the pressure of release building up and Levi, as if he read my mind, sped up his pace. Pounding me faster and penetrating deeper. I arched my back as much as I could; giving him ultimate access, which he took, diving deeper into my ocean. Gripping and spreading my cheeks, Levi slowed down his pace to give my slow deep strokes. I felt the pressure building up so high I couldn't take it. I moaned as loud as I could as Levi quickened his pumps again causing me to instantly release all over him. "Oh, fuck!" We both said in unison as I felt another build up. "That's right baby." Levi said as we released together. Falling into bed beside each other, Levi pulled me as close to him as I could get before kissing my forehead. "I love you, Katt" "I love you, too." I said as I quickly drifted off into sleep.
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The next morning, the first thing I remember feeling is sweat. I was burning up underneath Levi. I wiggled from his grasp and he grunted, but rolled over and went back to snoring. I went straight into the bathroom to turn on the shower. While I waited for the water to warm up, I used the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Stepping into the warm stream, I did a full circle, getting my body completely wet before I picked up my body wash and grabbed my rag. As I washed, I thought back to everything that happened yesterday; Levi's confession, the incident at the restaurant, last night with Levi. The one thing I knew for sure about all of this was that I had to call Tajah. Allowing Levi to enter me, I made the decision to forgive him. So if I can forgive him, why not my best friend? I mean, truthfully, I understand her dilemma, she wanted to give Levi the time to tell me himself because she knew I'd have been much angrier if I'd found out from Tajah instead of Levi. I made a mental note to call her later on today. Suddenly the shower curtain slid back and Levi stepped into the shower behind me, snapping out of my thoughts. "Good morning." Levi said as he kissed the back of my neck and my shoulders. "Morning." I replied as I turned to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing him down into a kiss. I slid my tongue gently across his lips, asking for entrance; which he granted. Our tongues danced, fighting for dominance. Levi's eventually won and he took over the kiss, bringing my lips closer and wrapping his free arm around my waist. After a few breathless minutes, I broke the kiss, turned my back to Levi, pulled the shower head as far down as it would go and put my hands on either sides of the tub figuring Levi would get the signal. He did, obviously and immediately entered me deeply, all the way to my spot making my eyes roll back. I bit back a moan as he gripped my cheeks and quickened his pumps, slightly spreading his feet and leaning back to help his balance and maximum penetration. Levi smack my butt cheek and I instantly cum all over him. Levi slows down and gives me deep strokes while reaching up and pulling my hair back; making me arch my back further, providing a clearer pathway directly to my spot. I scream out in passion as I release again and then again. I feel myself creeping towards an orgasm and I tighten my grip on Levi and in response he quickened his pace, and we release together. I feel like I am on cloud 9. I let out a breathless laugh and look at Levi, whipping the water out of my eyes. "Good morning!" I said again, pecking his lips before turning around to restart the shower process. "You really are beautiful Katt." Levi said to me before taking my wash cloth and washing my back. I smiled, "Thank you. I love you, Levi." "I love you, too. And I'm sorry I put you through that." I turned around to face him and searched his eyes. For... I don't know, any uncertainty I guess. I didn't see any. "I forgive you." And I did.
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After our shower, Levi, after he put on some pants that I didn't think was exposing any of his goods, went out to Waffle House to get us breakfast. Once he left, I decided to call Tajah. She answered on the first ring. "Listen, Katt, before you say anything, I just wanted to let you know that I really am sorry. I wanted to give Le' a chance and that wasn't my call to-" "Tajah, stop. It's okay, I understand, and I forgive you." "Whew! Thank God! Lord bitch I just knew I'd be apologizing for the next two weeks! I love you, hoe." I laughed, "I love you, too, simpleton." We both cracked up. Tasia and I could never stay mad at each other.