" Thorns Of Regrets "

Jin's Pov :

She just silently gazed at me and spread her arms to hug me, leaving me utterly conscious in self disappointments . Why is she doing this ? Why is she only hugging me , without saying a single word ? Making me into a bad one in my own eyes and trying to be the good one all by herself . Why is she doing that ?

I cannot do this , I cannot be with her anymore . This hug , it's stinging my whole body like thorns of regrets . I want to be free from this cage-like embrace .

Why does this feel so empty ? Why Jin ? She used to be beautiful and perfect in my eyes but not anymore . Why Jin ? It feels like all my love for her has vanished . Or did I ever loved her ?

She reeked of alcohol which disgusted me . This never happened before , even when we got drunk together I thought she was still perfect . But I want to push her away . Why ?