Chapter 10

Myra's P.O.V

I stare at myself in the mirror.

"Look at this dumb girl" I said to myself and laughed softly.

Tears welled up in my eyes again, I wiped them away and stared into my swollen eyes with tears.

"I hope you are happy"

"I hope you are happy"

"I hope you are happy"

"Nhel!" I said and cried again.

It hurts so much to lose the person I dreamed of being with for the rest of my life. The man I'm sure of. What am I supposed to do if he is gone.

I held my chest and feel the constant pain of my heart, I felt the pain I’ve never felt before. I tried to call Nhel again but he did not answer.

"Nhel, I'm happier with you, please answer my calls" I said, crying and stared at my phone.

I still can't forget what Nhel said earlier when we met, It hurts so much.

"How could you say that Myra! If you love me, you won’t do such things like that!"

I hold my head when I heard Nhel's voice saying those words.

Since then he has not insulted me or spoken ill of me but I received a bad treatment from him because, because-- I deserve that for being a damn desperate woman.

"How could you say that Myra! If you love me, you won’t do such things like that!"

This time the shout I heard was louder. Nhel's hurtful voice messed up again and again in my mind.

"That's not true, Nhel, I love you Nhel" I said and called him again but he did not answer again, even on the messenger app, I was blocked.

"Nhel" I whispered.

"How could you say that Myra! If you love me, you won’t do such things like that!"

"No! That's enough"

"That's not true, Nhel"

"STOP!" I shouted and sat down on the floor.

What will my Mom tell me when she finds out? Will she insult me too and speak bad words to me?

"You are disgraced!"

"You're a flirt"

"No respect on your self"

"SLUT"

"Bed warmer"

"No" I whispered.

"It's not true" I said and sobbed again.

I looked at my stomach that was not that big and it was not obvious that I’m pregnant.

"At first I loved you, but because of you I lost them all!" I said and gently stroked my stomach

"It's all your fault" I whispered.

"You should not have been formed! YOU MUST NOT HAVE BEEN ALIVE!" I shouted and punched my stomach.

"AHHHHGGGRRR" I shouted in anger.

"AHHHGGG--- aw, ahhggg" I shouted when I felt the pain of tummy

My body collapsed in pain and I slowly lay down on the floor.

"Aahhhggg" I whispered.

I can no longer scream in extreme pain that I feel.

"H-help! Ahrg Help!" I said.

I tried to crawl out of the bathroom, I looked at my feet and I saw there was blood on it.

"H-help" I whispered before I fainted.

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John's P.O.V

I was on my way home from the municipality because I asked for paperwork and needs about the land of my house. I still have debts there and I have not been able to pay for a long time.

When I got home Myra was exposed to me lying opposite the bathroom door.

"Myra!" I shouted and I immediately approached her.

"Shit! What happened?! Myra!" I shouted and patted her cheek.

She was so red that her cheeks were wet with tears.

"Myra! Wake up! Myr-- DAMMIT! MYRA!" I shouted.

I was surprised to see blood between its thighs. My heart beat started to race and my hands trembled.

"MY CHILD!" I shouted and I immediately picked her up.

I immediately took her to the car and put her on board.

I immediately pulled over my car. I regularly honk all the cars so that they can give me a space in road.

"I HAVE SOMEONE I NEED TO BRING TO THE HOSPITAL!" I shouted and push the horn because the vehicles did not want to pull over.

"HEY YOU'RE VERY CONFUSED TO DRIVE" The motorcyclist shouted and hit my car window.

I lowered the window and immediately shouted at the motorcycle.

"FUCK! ARE YOU BLIND DON'T YOU SEE SOMEONE WITH ME! SHE NEEDS TO BE TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL NOW!" I shouted and hit the car horn.

"I'm sorry! PLEASE COME FIRST, THE CAR BEHIND YOU NEEDS TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL" He shouted when he was riding a motorcycle to those in front of me who were driving slowly.

They gave way to me and the man on the motorcycle greeted me.

"THANK YOU!" I shouted and pulled the car towards the OB GYN.

When we got there she was immediately rushed to the Emergency Room.

"Sir! What happened?" The Doctor asked me.

"I just saw her laying on the floor with blood in her fucking legs! Please check her out! Please save my child" I begged the Doctor.

Everyone acted immediately. Many nurses assisted.

"Check her vital sites, what is the blood pressure? Her Temperature" Doctora said and they all do their work.

I just stared at them, I did not know what to do, I feel nervous! What if something bad happened to them?!

I saw her Doctor take her an ultrasound and she searched the child's heartbeat.

"Doc? Is there still nothing? My child's heartbeat" I asked worriedly and just stomped in extreme frustration.

What did Myra do! Why is this happening!?

"I found it!" Doctor said.

I breathed a sigh of relief at what she said.

"Thanks God" I whispered.

Myra was still unconscious, they cleaned the blood on her thighs and she was wearing hospital clothes.

"Sir, he needs to be confine so I can check them with the baby, after 1 hour when she still doesn't wake up I will check her again and also, we need to check your baby's heartbeat, Sad to say, Mister but the child's heartbeat is weak because of the blood came out from Ms Myra, Actually in such cases the baby leads to miscarriage but your baby looks strong. This time the baby's grip is really weak, just a little gesture of Myra can harm the baby" she explained.

"Doctor, Save my child, please" I beg.

"We will do everything we can" Doctor said and left.

I went to the room where Myra was assigned.

I even saw the nurses fixing her bed.

"Sir, we will be back after 1 hour" said the nurse and they all left.

I sat down next to Myra and stared at her sleeping soundly.

I held her hand, I do not know what she was going through. But I'm sure I'll be upset when our child disappears, and she won't like what happens to her.

We can't lose our child, Myra is mine and no one can take her away.

I touched her stomach and caressed her gently causing Myra to gasp.

"Nhel" she whispered.

I looked at the floor as she mentioned the name of the man she truly loved.

"Sir John? Is this a hospital?" Myra asked.

"Yes" I said and looked into her eyes.

Again, I saw sadness from her beautiful eyes. Her tears flowed and I immediately wiped them so she looked at me.

"I'm here" I said.

I am here, but you are still looking for someone else