Chapter 12

After putting me in the cell for two more days, Jasen finally decided to release me. He tried to talk to me about what happened, he tried asking me what I want to eat but I keep silent.

Its been 3 days since he released me but I'm still not talking nor eating. Only drinking few milks here and there when the maid forced me to. The maids are really kind.

A week already passed and I don't see my purpose to life anymore. Its like Jasen messed everything up. I can't even feel the sparks anymore. I can't feel the bond.

Maybe the Moon Goddess just hates me so much that she wants me to suffer. She wants me to feel happy because my mate accepted me but everything went downhill. Maybe this is my karma because of what happened year ago.

I woke up from a not so good sleep with a jolt. I keep dreaming about Ben, the old man that died in the cell right beside the cell where I'm kept for how many days. I want to do something about the situation but I don't know how. I'm also a prisoner. But this needs to stop.

With a deep sigh, I heard loud footsteps on the stairs probably heading here. I can smell his familiar smell. The smell that I once craved for but now I detest it.

"Lina, how long are you going to keep this immature act!"

Oh so now I'm the immature one?

"What do you want huh? To be with that, trash lycanthrope? Huh? You slut! Just because he is tad bit higher than the alphas doesn't mean you're gonna pick him over me understand!!?"

He yells at me and with every word he inched his way towards me. By the end of his sentence he finally caged me by the bed.

This is checkpoint. I need to get out of here.

Looking at him with eyes filled with fear I began to struggle willing to get out of his hold. Willing to get out of the bed.

Its funny how before I fantasize him in bed with me, cuddling and doing sweet things but now, he disgust me. I don't even want to be in the same room as him. Heck I don't even want to be on the same house with him.

"Why are you escaping me!!?" He asked with a hint of laughter by the end. As if he is amused by the situation.

He is insane.

He grabbed handful of my hair and force me to look at him.

"Why? Huh? Am I not enough for you?"

Now he is crying. Bipolar.

Hold on! Focus now Lina! You need to get out of his hold!

Shaking away from my thoughts, I look at his eyes and began to speak.

"J-jasen p-please its not that, i-"

"Then what!!!!" He yelled making me flinch.

"You know what? I have thought of something that will make you behave. So that other unmated male wolves will know that you're mine! Mine only!"

No no no no no! Please not that! Anything but that!

"No! J-jasen Alpha please no! I-i will do whatever you want j-just not that please please"

I probably look stupid and pitiful now. Pleading in front of a bastard with face full of tears and hair sticking everywhere.

"Ohhh everything I want? But I want to mark you?"

He said adding a sinister laugh.

"No! Please I don't wanna"

Crawling to the edge of the room I began to quiver in fear. He again grabbed my hair making me the same height as his.

He inched his face in front of my neck and began sniffing it.

"You're so beautiful, you smell so heavenly." he said with a hoarse but deep voice that I once adored.

"S-stop please" I tried to plead to him but being the sobbing mess that I am it sounded like 'sooh hiss'

With a quick whiff of my smell he began to lick the part of my neck where the mates mark is suppose to be.

I shivered in disgust specially when he suck that part. I started to struggle more, trying to shift for my wolf but she too is a sobbing mess, unable to concentrate out of fear.

He lifted his head and look at me.

"Good night lil Lina"

And with the sharp pierce on my neck. I lost consciousness.

Elize

I don't know why I feel uneasy this whole week, I think it has something to do with Lina since the pack doctor says that nothing's wrong with me.

Sitting in my office I thought of her more than I thought about packs work.

Oh my beautiful Lina, if only I could love her and protect her. I would pay any amount just to hear her shy voice. Her sarcasm, her humor that never fails to amuse me.

My thoughts are stopped when I heard Micah entering the room.

"Any news?"

"Pura Lupus (pure white wolf pack) send us a letter. Other than that, the council seems normal, nothing wrong. Nobody seems to know the dream that you told us."

I let out a sigh of relief. Thank Goddess, everything seems to be normal for now. But I don't know how long. I'm being paranoid, I feel like something bad is going to happen, and it will involve the dream and Lina.

"Are you alright? You seem pale?" Micah said interrupting my thoughts.

"I don't know the doctor says everything about me is perfectly fine. I'm thinking about Lina, is she safe? I mean, I want to see her but at the same time that's violation to the council right?"

"Well yes, but if you really love her that much, who cares about councils"

He said ending the sentence with his signature cocky smirk making me chuckle.

"Yeah, I hope she is--"

With a sharp pain on my neck I began to lose consciousness.