Entry 4
June 2, 2009
She just confined me to watch me for 24 hours or more so, and to talk to me, too.
Hell will be understatement for being left alone yet watched by cameras and guards.
Eavesdropping from some conversations surrounding me, I heard a familiar rumor.
Waiting my escort to home, I listen.
As I was released, emptiness embraced me as I saw my family waiting for me.
Such a picturesque that deceives everyone way too much.
And then certain scenes flashed in my mind.
Scenes of the past, lovely.
Putting myself together, I relax and tried my best to be polite enough to act.
You just need to deceive them that you are at least okay, Renz.
After all, it’s not like they can do something.
Family has always been my rock, I just need to trick them for few days into believing I am okay.
On the way home, I notice the subtle concerned looks Mama gave to me.
Xenial is something I’d rather have right now, not their worries.
~ clg