INSECURE

As early as 6 am I was already at the bus station for my journey, I never thought of when I would come back, all I wanted to do was to run away from everyone, trying to clear my head, I felt like the exams and being pregnant too has affected my emotions and activities in life, hence I needed air to breathe and take a good relief from everything.

The station was jammed packed with people and loads, the passengers never looked so friendly, seems as if they were angry at me over issues I know nothing of, my phone was ringing tirelessly but I refuse to take the call nor check who was calling.

I wasn’t thinking straight, my mind and feelings were mixed up with fear and confidence, I felt running would relieve me from every feeling am having in me and around.

"O, girl!! shift ooo" one of the ladies inside the bus shouted at me, "ok ma'am", I drifted a bit to enable her to move in.