DEPRESSION

When I see mothers staying at home to take care of their children I see them as lazy women but- my dear, it pays to stay at home for them even though is really stressful.

I mean, here I was thinking on how I would give this child to my cousin and run away to fix up myself elsewhere, but each day that pass by that decision of mine becomes soaked with emotional attachment to my boy knowing how I struggled during my labor and the scars from it too.

My son was not only crying at night nor sucking to, but he also had this cold allergy as I observed. I gave birth to him during winter and that wasn’t good for him. He was always falling sick of pneumonia and malaria too, my mum and I shuffles hospital and home, I was so devastated and scared.

The Doctor said it was because of the stress during his delivery and injections I was given, he also said with time he would overcome such-