I woke up with a heavy heart, my mind became paper as I watched it torn piece by piece, I felt like a little girl whom her prime of flower has blossomed.
But then am confused over all these feelings these men are showering towards me.
I like it but not in a good way, feeling like vengeance or should I say pay back, but that’s not me, am not this kind of a person. I love to fall in love, being taken care of, getting married to the love of my life and nurture my children, that’s me not this new me-
But what can I say, I feel strong hearted, never to be played again with some morons or who ever, begging is what they will do and nothing more. I encouraged myself.
But is it worth it?, Should I leave a life of my own without sharing it with others-
“Joanne!!,-Olivia shouted,”
“Clearance has started already, aren’t you coming?, She said-