FIGHT

I was so devastated at my brother and Desmond, how do I get him back, I have lost him completely, kept on thinking through all what I saw and what he said to me, never thought he would say those to me.

I went home sobered thinking of what to do, but why am I thinking it through, I just don’t know, I caused it, It is my fault, I should have accepted his friendship and forget about Edwin, I mean it wasn’t his fault that Edwin left me, it was just a coincidence that they were friends.

I needed to share my thoughts on this with someone, at least a second opinion is needed, I went straight to my mum to share my feelings, my mum was shocked and annoyed at the same time.

She practically accused me of chasing him away, she yelled out loud at me

“I told you to give him a chance, But you refused him, you thought he was just like your ex-husband”.