"...I'll have enough strength to move on without you."
Asher storms off, his strides wide and heavy but his shoulders hung. His familiar transforms into the large dragon creature and Asher mounts it. He doesn't cast a last look at me and flies off.
My legs give out and I crumple to the steps once again, knees trembling I clutch onto the rails as my breath hitchs and short pained sobs have me tearing up.
"I can't do it. I can't. It's too much."
Grunting and gasping for air my hyper sobs turn angry as. He's right. He wouldn't need me anymore, he'd pick someone off the street if he had to replace me. And he'd push on with his war and win.
I'm pathetic.
The realization weighs my sobs, until I'm out right screaming at myself. "Fuck you!"
Lungs gasp out thirsty for air and I pant, screaming out to the empty reception. "Why the fuck can't I—!! Fuck it!!"