Chapter 8 Cabin

After I finished my sandwich and some wine upon his request, we went inside. The cabin looked small and old on the outside but it was the opposite on the inside. It had everything modern and high tech everything. I should have known Val wouldn't have stayed in an old cabin without some sort of modern touches. "Let me show you our room" He told me leading me down a hall. "Our room?!" I said, starting to shake. I don't wanna be in a bed with him even if he doesn't sleep. He opens the door and I step in. He picks me up and puts me on the bed and then begins to take off his shirt.

"No, I don't wanna… Please I'm still hurting from yesterday." I said closing my eyes and beginning to beg.

"I'm not gonna do anything to you. I'm sorry about last night… I don't know what I was doing. Plus you're still human so I have to give you time in between. I'm just taking my suit off." Val told me before giving me some clothes to change into. After we both changed he went to a table in the corner and started up a computer. I didn't trust him even after his poor apology. So I told myself I wasn't going to sleep. After about an hour my body decided I needed to sleep but I couldn't. "You need to sleep Nev." Val said, not looking away from his computer. "I just…"

"You really wanna argue with me right now?" He said while turning around. " Before I knew it, he had me pinned on the bed. "No one can hear you scream all the way out here. If you're gonna stay awake, I might as well give you an excuse." I quickly rolled over as soon as he released me. "Good girl" was Vals response to my actions. "And to think, I almost believed your apology" I whispered. "I am sorry but I can't always control myself around you." He said. I didn't respond.

Val's POV

God she's so troublesome sometimes… What am I gonna do with her… "Please… please stop hurting her…Dad.. What are you doing… Mm.. plea… please let go..."She must be having a nightmare. Before I knew it I'm laying next to her. She stopped whispering as soon as I put my arms around her. She doesn't understand I love her, like yes I lost control the other night but that happens sometimes. I honestly feel really bad about it. I don't know what it is but she's so addicting. I don't wanna leave her side, but I have to talk to Ren.

Ren's cabin isn't that far from mine so I'll be back soon.

Val's POV

"Ren?!" I yelled from outside his cabin.

"What is in Val?! I'm trying to sleep."

"Uh Ren? We don't sleep, did you fall down the stairs and hit your head?" I said knowing he was just trying to make me laugh so I tried as well. "Come in." Ren said. "Why are you here?"

"I made a mistake and now she hates me…" I said looking away from him. "Please tell me you didn't..."

"Yeah" I said, cutting him off. I didn't wanna hear the rest of that sentence. " She doesn't even want me to touch her even after I apologized … I move and she flinches.I know it's all my fault, but I can't live like this. The only thing that'll make her happy will kill me. I can't lose her"

"Just give her time.She's been through a lot… You of all people know that." Ren said and in response I asked "Well what should I do in the meantime?!"