Chapter Forty Five

Tutor Lina had no access to my special notes only Theodore had because he had viewed them before and we elaborated on it before together. I felt, the fury inside build-up. How dare he take away my notes and used them to show an image of me to the public, I was not ready to have the world know that I am good academically. I knew father had to have his hand in it as well as my grandparents.

I kept my face neutral and laughed it off "I didn't know they were made public, besides I got a lot of tutoring am not that special," I said plainly. I felt more than relieved to see the blinds down. I could still hear the whispers and people running.

Luckily enough no one was shameless enough to knock and barge themselves inside the compartment. I did not plan to go and sit with Harry and Ron. In reality, I was planning to sit with my old friends, but at this point, I felt sour.

"What house do you both think you'll get in?" I said breaking the silence. Harry looked mostly confused but watched as Ron brightened up. "I hope I'd get to be in Gryffindor like my brother and parents," He said.

Before he could continue a loud knocking was heard on the door. I looked up and felt foolish when I saw the blinds were down. Harry and Ron shared a look and shrugged as I stood up and opened the blinds. There she was in all her glory, Daphne Greengrass looking furious towards me. But as she stared and I stared back I noticed how the furious flush on her face began to fade and return with a brighter glow. She had outgrown most of her baby fat and get cheekbones were a little more defined.

She wore a blue skirt with the newest flare model. On top of that was a blue blouse that had little ribbons that went down from her shoulders. She looked pretty. Very pretty just like described in the books, she held herself maturely and at this moment was raising her hand again. She knocked loudly on the glass. I just kept looking at her emotionlessly, why could she possibly be mad.

I should be the one that is furious not her, I sighed and felt myself leave the trance I had been in, I just then noticed, Theodore, Draco and a boy with beautiful healthy dark skin, I could already guess is was Blaise. On Pansy's left Is aw several girls who I thought seemed to be pure blood. Once Is tared at them I saw all three look down hastily. They were terrified of me, at least it seemed like they were.

I already felt my brain telling me to feel bad, but I just couldn't find the remorse. I closed the blinds right in front of her face and turned around towards Harry and Ron who seemed to be in utter shock. Then Ron turned his face into a scowl. I reckoned it was Malfoy.

"Pansy, you are not like them are you? " Ron said defensively. I could understand why he would be like that I just showed my association with purebloods that discriminate against the people they deem lesser. Some part of me felt happy that Ron asked if I was like them instead of asking me if I would go with them.

It showed that he did not see me as any different if I told him I was different. I released a breath before smiling, "No I am not like them in the sense you are referring to, they are however family friends, it seems I should take my leave," I said a small lopsided smile hanging on my lips.