Heart to heart under moonlight-2

This life she had decided to venture alone, rather than be broken and thoroughly dissapointed. She had thought one life was more than enough to be stupid and weak. Thus she was hesistant, nervous and confused about Pei Jin.

Jin... right now I cannot promise you anything. I seem to have worst impressions on romance. I accept that your presence does not disgust me, nor raises my guards up.. but .. I don't know if I have the same feelings towards you and....

Before she could continue Pei jin had grabbed her cheeks with his hands forcing her to see his eyes which she was evading.

I know... and you don't need to force yourself.. I wanted you to be aware of my feelings not to force you into a corner. You are young, very young no need to hurry, take your time to sort out your feelings till then my love is enough for both of us..

I am being selfish... because you are so beautiful and amazing I know when you grow up there will be lots of competition for me, to not go on a killing spree for those who covet you...to not make you hate or disgust me if I go berserk I am being honest to you.

Yu'er I am not a saint, but a devil but for you I will curb my devilish nature, I just want to whole heartedly love you, pamper you, protect you, to live with you and after death follow you in the netherworld.. I will definitely be heartbroken if you aren't able to develop the same feelings towards me but yu'er even if you don't reciprocate i will not force you nor obstruct your life but similarly I will keep on loving you, protect you... this life I PEI JIN will only love and want you LIU YUSHENG and none other.

Such passionate words and declaration of love who wouldn't melt even Yusheng's felt her heart beating loudly, her cheeks were rosy though she still had the same stance she also somewhat yielded.

Though I cannot my promise you anything,,I.... I will give my thoughts on it.. let's see if you have this same chaste feelings 5 years later, if ... if you are true to your words and heart, remain clean and chaste then ... may be ... not for sure but may be I can sort out my feelings and then we can think about being together.. said Yusheng shyly.

She quickly slapped his hands from her face and stood to go for sleep as she was feeling very shy, and embarrassed. After taking 5 steps without turning back she says " I want all or none at all, what's mine should and always be mine, I hate sharing, I hate anything belonging to me be coveted or touched by others so ..Jin don't be too quick to promise as you may not fufill these selfish nature and demand of mine."

But if you say you will keep on the journey of making me yours then remember what I said.. I am selfish, envious, jealous and greedy for what is mine. I wont and never be like other females who share their man even though crying tears of blood inside. Sands must never enter my eyes... then she left him alone..

While after a moment Pei Jin laughed whole heartedly, happy that Yusheng was giving a chance to them, happy that she was a vinegar jar.

Yu'er.. we are made for together.. though benwang said not to have you forced , but benwang will make sure to be the only one to enter your eyes and heart..as for others ..better love their lives more than you...benwang won't give even an inch for you to doubt or hesitate..Yu'er benwang can't wait for the day when you realize and accept that benwang is also in your heart..

Tao peeking from far corner though unable to hear what they talked earlier still heard this laugh.. he was trembling and questioning himself .. my master.. are you angry.. must be or how come you laugh so.. what to do.. I might die tonight.. why must my life be so...

Poor Tao would soon realize how beside being a demon his master from onwards has regained another quality big vinegar drum behind and henpecked man in front.

Thus a way to tyrannical love paved its way henceforth envied and praised by many in future.