The Famaliar strange.

After for how many hours that are already left. I thankfully stood up because it's finally over. The boredom I was feeling the whole freaking night is now slowly turning down.

Before I can finally got out Ezriel's sister Anniexzcally went to me.

"hi thank you for coming to my birthday. Nice meeting you Khiella, you are so very pretty".

She said and smiled at me so I gave her a smile as return and thank her also for the complement I received right now from her.

"thank you for the compliment and also welcome. You are very beautiful and looked stunning"

She smiled more and nodded to me.

"by the way I heard that you are from Spain?."

Anniexzcally seems very lovely while asking me that makes her charming.

"yeah."

She nodded and her parents came to us and also thank me for coming here tonight.

"Khiella thank you for coming into my daughter's 18th birthday"

Her Father Ezxugene said and we shakes hands also the mother Anita.

They are kind and hospitality expect to Vilvia. She don't like me, I also don't like her either.

"owh. By the way we're going now. We still have to thank the others"

Said the mother and they left me with Anniexzcally. She turned to me and said.

"I wished I can also go there. Will you tour me if ever it happened?"

"yeah sure."

Though I'm disagree but still answered her.

"owh great!. I would like to go to Barcelona!"

She excitedly said.

"yeah"

Then I force a smile but make it sure that it won't look obvious that it was just a force smile.

"by the way I have to go now. Bye Khiella nice meeting you and thank you again for coming"

She said and leave happily.

After that I directly went out of the venue and go to the parking lot and got in to the car because Ezriel gave me the key.

Can't stop thinking about encountering that girl and what Vilvia told me. Yeah she is right I wasn't that very perfect and better. but she don't have the right to judge and says those such words to me, especially infront of their whole family members because that's really a bullshit, the heck of that woman.

Gosh I am trying to change, trying to have a new life. I am trying my best to just temporarily escaped to my past that are always hunting me.

I shouldn't felt insecure because there is nothing to be jealous.

Those words I have just heard earlier are just the words trying to drag my dignity and self esteem down. I shouldn't be so bothered about it.

I waited Ezriel to come and after a minute. I saw him walking towards the door of his car.

I didn't notice he already here because of being so preoccupied about what just happened.

He went inside and starts the engine of the car and drive home.

No one, to the both of us dared to speak. We were just quite the whole ride.

He was like that after all. Not a talkative person like me. But it's very boring. I need someone who is talkative, someone who will ask me about something just so I won't get bored.

I turned my head to Ezriel when he faked a cough and speak. Thanks goodness he finally speak.

"I'm sorry about earlier Khiella"

He said and turned to the road again. I silently Swallowed and then respond.

"it's okay. You don't have to be sorry"

Ezriel turned to me and then Swallowed before speak again.

"I know that my Aunt. Is not very hospitality person. Sorry for what she said. Don't mind her"

Yeah right. But her words are slapping me hard because it is true. And it hurts in the ass.

She's right Ezriel. If you only have known where did I came from. Surely you won't accept and help me.

You will definitely hate me.

Vilvia is right. I will just bring and lead you to the deepest muds. You'll be stained too and your life will be messed up.

I'm just using you for some reason that are very private and just only me who knows what it is.

I know all the possibilities that could happen because of what I am doing but heck I want to be out the hell that's why I am using him.

I already know that this is not good. Using someone for just your own is being so selfish and could bring you to hell even more.

But this is all I can do to save myself from it. This is all I can do for now.

This is just an temporary that has ends.

Temporary is just like a food that you will taste for a second or minutes of time and gone eventually after.

It always has ends because it's not a permanent. Everything in this world is temporary so as much as possible and it's still early then go find for your happiness. Do what you have to do. Enjoy your life, chased for freedom and be you.

But the word 'be you' is not for me anymore. Because I am such a liar. I cannot show nor exposed the real me.

Everything was a lie.

I got interrupted from my deep thoughts when Ezriel flip his finger into my insight and look at me while raising an eyebrow.

"I've been talking and calling you because we are here now. But it seems like you're spacing out. What's bothering you woman?"

He said and I roamed my eyes around and realized we are really here. I snapped and hurriedly went out of the car.

The heck what is wrong with me?. Why am I so preoccupied about something.

This is not good.

" owh. Yeah we're here "

I said and walk after him then went inside of the house and directly go upstairs.

I'm so tired. I want to sleep right now

It's a very long night.

Because of tiredness I fast asleep and just woke up the next morning remembering that it's still the day I should go to the School.

I get up out of the bed and went to the bathroom then take a shower.

I'm really supine right now. I feel like I don't want to go to School.

I lazily prepared my things for school and went out of the room and stepped downstairs. And it surprised me when Kries was sitting pretty on the sofa while waiting for me to get down.

She turned to me and quickly stood up and went to me.

"yays thanks goodness your done. Let's go Khiella"

Then Kries grab my wrist and pulled me until we finally got into the outside of the house.

"bye! Ezriel we're going now! "

She said and forced me to get inside of their car and Eman is there sitting on the driver's seat.

"wait Kries. It's still early and I haven't ate anything yet. What's with the rush?"

I said and she just shrug her shoulder. Great, what a nice answer I got.

"eat when we got there. Don't worry about it"

I shook my head in disbelief and turned my head to the road.

"why are you in a hurry?"

The feeling of being supine and encountered someone in this situation forcing to be hurry in an early in the morning and yet still haven't eaten anything are so irritating.

She just drag me inside of their car and then went to School in an very early in the morning for a reason I do not know. But surely it's just nothing and yet she did this to me.

"shhh.. Don't ask Khiella"

I frowned and raised my eyebrow at her then shook my head.

After an hour we finally arrived to School. I was the first one who got out of the car and starts to walk.

"Hey Khiella, wait your bag!"

Eman shouted so I turned to him running towards to me and then gave me the bag.

I simply nodded and walk again. Kries run to walk by me. Eman just raised an eyebrow and said.

"your welcome"

He said and I just nodded again. He shook his head in disbelief and then leave after.

"you know what Khiella. I want you for my brother"

Kries said and that's makes me turned my head and look at her.

"yiehhh!!. You two are very capable I can, must really say"

Alright here we to again to her teasingly attitude. She sometimes thinks it's funny when in fact it's not I just do support her somehow.

I smirked and look at her when I saw Fernand coming.

"and I think you and Fernand are very capable of and a truly meant for each other"

And that makes her stop. I smirked more when I realized something and right now. It confirms why.

"Right. You like him"

I said very confident about the confirmation I am seeing right now.

"stop that Khiella. We have to go the cafeteria I'm hungry let's go"

I laugh and teased her when Fernand is now not far from us untill he is finally infront of us.

"stop Khiella"

She said flushing. I laughed more and didn't stop.

"no I won't stop. You started it"

"owh please stop"

We just stop when Fernand speak up.

"Khiella I want to talk to you"

He said. I look at him and turned to Kries.

"ahm. I go first Khiella bye I will wait for you at the cafeteria"

She said and leave in a hurry then we left alone together after.

"what is it Fernand?"

I asked and he said stare at me and shook his head to himself.

"nothing. let's just talk some other time bye"

He said and walk away from me and left me confused.

Is that it?. Great really great. I continued walking directly to the cafeteria and went inside after I arrived and look around to see where Kries is.

Then I saw her swaying her hand on the air so I went to where she is and sat down. I looked at the table when I realized it already have a foods.

"what's with this foods?. It's too much for the two of us Kries"

I said and she just smiled at me.

"owh come on. It's okay, I have something to tell you Khiella"

She said smiling and seems very excited to what she is going to say.

"remember the guy I slept with? The one night stand?"

She giggled while telling me about it.

"what is it?"

I asked and she giggled more because answering me.

"he's courting me now. We had a deal"

I was surprised about what she just told me.

"what?!!. And what deal is that?"

I frustratedly said.

"ahm. We're going to be in a relationship but ahm.. you know. Sex only"

I frowned and looked at her in disgust and disbelief. What the heck?! She's excited and seems very happy to that kind of situation.?! That is insane.

"are you out of your mind Kries Mae?. Do you know what are you doing?"

I ask and she just cross her arms while looking at me and nodded.

"wa-why?"

I cannot understand why is she have to do that?. I do understand she wants to rebel but not like this. This is too much.

Like she wants to be a sex slave and that is the very sinful thing she could do. What's with this girl?.

"Khiella don't act like innocent. You know what happened to me and to that guy and it seems like it's very fun and you know I find happiness doing it with him. We did it yesterday and it's freaking addicting".

This is very bad. I think she did something to herself that's why she's like this or that man did something to Kries.

I cannot believe this is happening to my friend. This kind of behavior is something strange and familiar to me.

Very familiar that I can't forget.

"Kries listen to me this is not good for you"

She glared at me and rolled her eyes.

"come on Khiella just be with me tomorrow. We're going to meet each other again. And I can't wait"

This is very strange. I have to do something about it. If she will continuesly seeing that guy and be with him. she might go crazy and it's bad for the health and her mind.

I have to found out what that guy did to her. I stared at her while she was eating the foods she ordered.

If I'm not mistaken that strange guy put one of those shits to her.

This is familiar because I was once get rid of this before.