The Letter

Dear Readers,

This story covers mentions of suicide, anxiety, depression, miscarriage and harassment that can be triggering. Please be aware. I hope I have treated the issue, the characters and you, the reader, with care.

Other than that, the book is mature with explicit sexual content and covers light bondage and BDSM.

Hugs,

Mahi

Hey Ethan,

If you are reading this, then I’m sure that I did it.

I am gone. Just like that.

I have so many things to say to you, but it’s ironic how I have no words. I know you have many unanswered questions as well but don’t worry, E, you’ll find out why I did it. And why I had to. Please do me a favor and read this journal.

I hid all of this from you and I deeply apologize for that. I wish I was brave enough to face you and talk to you about all of this. But I am not. I am coward and selfish. I am sorry. I hope you will be able to forgive me, Ethan.