26. Let Me See You

26. Let Me See You

Kiara

I sat up on the bed, my lower belly aching with unbearable cramps. Tears welled in my eyes when I saw the mattress and my sweatpants were covered in my blood. Ethan was kneeling beside me on the edge of the bed trying to say that little bleeding was normal. But I knew it was not normal.

Something was wrong.

“It’s alright, sweetheart. Shh, don’t cry, I will talk to the doctor.”

He wiped the silent tears from my face and helped me stand up. He gave me some space in the washroom while he changed the sheets and asked me to call for him if it hurt too much.

We were silent on our drive to the hospital. I was clutching his hand tightly with both hands while he silently drove the car. We both didn’t know what to say, especially after we had just decided on names.

It’s my fault.

No, no, no, don’t think like that, Kiara. The baby is fine.

I can’t lose another child.