Trevor Shane is the author of the Children of Paranoia series which has been published in six languages and which has been in development Hell in Hollywood since its publication. He is also the author of the aware-nominated novel The Memory Detective and its sequel, The Murderer’s Memories, both published under the name T.S. Nichols. He tries to write exciting books that will make both his readers’ hearts and minds race.
Before venturing into this writing career, Trevor went to law school at Georgetown University after getting his undergraduate degree in Religions Studies at Columbia University. Trevor lives in Brooklyn, New York with his wife and two very energetic children.

What would you do if God asked you to help destroy the world and everyone in it?  Would you help or would you take a stand?  
After the death of a child and the collapse of a marriage, Jim is surviving as a private detective in Los Angeles when he gets a peculiar phone call that upends his life. A rich movie producer wants to hire him to find a gorilla that has been kidnapped from the San Diego Zoo. Jim follows the trail of clues, including the business card of a mysterious gypsy fortune teller, deep into the dark abandoned subway tunnels beneath New York City. At least Jim thought they were abandoned and not the home of a strange collection of outcasts prepping for the end of the world. 
Meanwhile, a young boy secretly keeps a list of his fears in his closet, adding fears and crossing them off as he grows older. Alone near the top of the list stands a single word that has never been crossed off: “God”. 
List of Fears, a novel by Trevor Shane, is a darkly relevant, heart pounding adventure that will keep you up at night and make you ask yourself questions that you may not be ready to answer.


List of Fears

Jim stepped out of the darkness of the tunnels and into the light with a new plan and a new direction. Every time he went into the tunnels, they seemed to have that effect on him. Even though he felt certain about what he needed to do, he wanted to sleep on it. Jim knew that what he was contemplating doing was unlike anything else that he had ever done in his life. Jim had made life and death decisions before. Sometimes, he chose well. Other times, he didn't. But those decisions only affected him and those around him. The decision he was making now would have far greater ramifications than that. This decision would affect people that Jim had never met, that Jim never would meet. It had the potential to affect everyone on the planet, including those who weren't even born yet. Those were the ones he was doing this for.


Chapter 43: Jim Talks to a Priest