Hurt, inside and outside

*a week later

Practice went as usual. There was nothing new, and I couldn't expect anything new from him.

"Y/n, hurry up!" Oppa shouted.

"I'm coming!!" I shouted back and wore my shoes and took my bag and hurried down.

"You are going for practice. Not on a date." Jungkook said. I punched him and walked out along with the others.

We got in the car and he drove.

We reached soon and Jin oppa got down.

"Where are you coming?" I asked, confused.

"I am here to see your trainer." He said.

"Wae?" I asked, furrowing my brows.

"Just wanted to know who it is. I'll see him and go, that's all." He said. I nodded and we all went in.

"So, Y/n, will you be able to come early today?" Jimin asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Is your trainer that strict?"

"Not strict. He's annoying like hell. And very cold."

"Really?" Oppa asked and I nodded.

We bid goodbye to Kookie and Mochi and headed to the court. On our way, the red head stopped us.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Who is this, Y/n?" Oppa asked.

"She's miss blind. She really can't see where she's walking."

"Hey, you were the one who dashed on me." She said.

"Well, what did I say that day? I didn't realise where I was walking. But you had your eyes in the front. Why did you dash me?" I asked and Jin oppa pulled me.

"Oppa, what is this?"

"Y/n, you're not here to fight. You're here to show your parents you can do it. So focus on that."

"Ok, I won't do it next time." I said and we got in the room.

"So, what did you talk about me today?" He asked, as soon as I got in.

"Nothing." I said and kept my bag down.

"Well, this is Kim Seok Jin, my cousin." I said.

"Well, nice to see you." He said.

'Woah! Is this really the Yoongi I saw in these two days?' I wondered.

"I had seen you that day, at the store." Jin said and he nodded.

"Well, I'll take a leave then. Y/n remember why you're here. Behave yourself." I nodded and he left.

"Why are you here?" He asked.

"To play. Will you just stop asking these questions? I'll tell them when required, so, don't think you'll ever get those answers soon." I said and started playing.

He stood there and noted down something.

"What do you really write in there?" I asked.

"About how you play. If any flaws, I'll correct you." He said.

"Can I see?" He nodded and I stood beside him and took the book.

I read what he had written. And there was something written at the bottom.

"Annoying?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, that is your behaviour."

"Who said I am annoying. You're even more annoying than Jimin's bickering. I am not that annoying once you get to know me." I said and read further.

"What is this?" I asked, showing something I didn't understand anything.

"Th-that is nothing." He said and snatched the book and scratched it.

"What is it? Tell me." I asked. He shook his head, saying no.

"Yahhh, tell what it is."

"Just go practice." he said and passed the ball. I took it and started playing, as the more I ask, he won't tell.

*after 2 hours

"Y/n." I heard two voices. I turned and saw Jungkook and Jimin.

"What are you guys doing here?"

"Who are these two?" Yoongi asked.

"Why does it even matter to you?" I asked and walked over to them.

"Ok, take 15 mins break." He said and sat down and wrote something.

"We came to see you. Jin hyung said, about morning." Jimin said.

"That was not my fault. She came in and I back fired. I promised it won't happen again."

"Jin hyung told that he had told your parents that you have entered the International Champions." Jungkook said.

"Really? What did they tell?" I asked excited.

"Well, nothing new or special. Don't think about it and just focus on your game. I am sure they will soon accept." He said.

"Please. Just tell what they said. It won't hurt me. I have seen a lot."

"They said that you've only got into it but you haven't won yet." Jimin said.

"Well, not satisfied enough, are they? Isn't this just enough for them? Why is it always me? Wish I had a sibling. I wouldn't need to suffer all alone."

"Y/n, you were the one who promised you'll enter only if you win."

"You're right. I should've had some sense in me." I said frustrated and sat down and chugged down the entire bottle of water. They all looked at me shocked.

"I guess you should head home." Yoongi said.

"I want to be alone for sometime. Please." I said.

"Y/n, is-"

"I'll be fine Kook. Don't worry. I'll message you if something happens." I said and they nodded and walked out. As they went out, tears slowly flowed.

I buried my head in my knees and cried.

'I shouldn't lose hopes. I can do it.' I said to myself and got up again and started practicing.

*at 8 pm

It was quite dark. I was still practicing. I couldn't stop. I couldn't think of anything else too.

I heard someone's footsteps approach to my room. As soon as I turned, I got pulled by someone and banged to the wall. He/she held my hand tight and it hurted.

"Who are you? Leave me!" I said, trying to get my hand away from them, but I couldn't.

'How can a single person, be this strong?' I thought.

"You want to basketball? (laugh) Let me see how you'll play now." And suddenly I felt something sharp, in my left hand, passing through my skin and it was quite deep.

"AHHH!" I groaned in pain. The more I groaned, the more he/she smiled. I figured out who it was, by their voice, eventhough she wore a mask.

It was none other than Lisa. She dragged the knife, down my hand, which made a deep cut, and blood was flowing continuously.

I heard her leave.

"Ahhhhh!" I shouted more. It pained a lot. I walked towards my bag and tried taking it but everything fell down.

I heard someone else's footsteps and I turned to see a familiar guy face. He ran towards me and shook me. But my vision got blury and I couldn't see anything properly.

"I don't want to die. Please." And I don't remember anything after that.

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Third person POV

As Y/n groaned more, Lisa left her and ran away.

Yoongi stayed back at the training centre, even after Y/n said she wanted to be alone. He stayed cause he was worried, that she's a girl and anything might happen to her at late hours.

As he was in the restroom, he heard someone groan in pain. He soon got out and found Y/n, sitting on the floor with her things all in the ground. And he noticed her hand was bleeding.

"Y/n? Y/n?" He called but she didn't respond. He didn't know what to do.

He carried her and put her in his car and took her to the hospital. He asked them to treat her immediately and he looked at her, lying the bed, awake. He was relieved that she was awake.

"So, we'll put local anesthesia. The cut is deep and it needs to be stitched." The doctor said.

"What? No!" Y/n shouted.

"I am not gonna stitch it up! Please, I play basketball and I can't have a bandage on my hand." She said.

"But miss, we are doing this to prevent it from further damage. If let, it might cause a serious problem."

"Who the heck brought me here?"

"I'll go call him." The nurse said and called Yoongi inside.

"You? Was it really you who brought me?" Y/n asked shocked.

"I saw you hurt and brought you here and is this how you treat me?" He asked.

"Whatever. Who asked you to get me to the hospital?"

"Hey, you were blanked out, so I had no option but get you here." He said.

The nurse came in with the required things for stitching.

"Unnie, please. I don't want to stitch it. I have to practice. I don't want this. Please." Y/n said, in a crying tone.

"What is your problem? Why can't you just stitch it up? If you don't you can't participate." Yoongi said.

"Why you have to be like this?" Y/n said to him.

"I am trying to be good here. If you don't like it, I'll leave."

Y/n thought for a while.

'If the others get to know, they'll never let me do what I want nor will they met me go out. I have no way but do this and stay somewhere else. But where?'

"Wait!" She shouted.

"I'll let them stitch it, until you accept for a favour."

"What is it?" He asked, impatiently.

"You have to let me stay with you. Please, if oppa and they both get to know, they won't let me get trained nor for the game. Please. Just this one favour. I'll be really thankfull to you." She asked.

"Why my house?"

"I don't know anyone else."

"You don't know me also." He said.

"Unnie, just put a bandage. I don't stitch." She said.

"Ok, fine. Whatever, but first, just put that."

"Yoongi, come here." She called.

"For what?"

"Just come!" She called and he stood next to her, opposite to the nurse.

As the nurse started stitching, Y/n held Yoongi's hand. She felt the needle enter her body even if the anestesia was applied on that region.

Yoongi felt shocked by her sudden action. He didn't know what to do and let her hold his hand.

The stitching finished soon.

"Unnie, how long will it take to heal?"

"2 to 3 months. Rest for a month and slowly start doing things. First start with slow activity."

"That long?"

"The game is after 6 months. You taking rest for a month won't change anything. Just take rest." He said.

'Is he the Yoongi, the one I was with everyday?' Y/n thought. She pinched herself and it hurted, and it was true that she was seeing all this.

"Stop looking at me." He said.

"I'm sorry. It's just your really different now than before." she said.

"Do you want me to be harsh when you're hurt? Anyways, do you know who it was?"

"Well, she wore a mask and a balck jacket, fully covered. I couldn't see her but I thik it might be her."

"Who?"

"Lisa. That red head, I dashed into the first day." Y/n said. He nodded.

"Now, what will you tell your cousin about it?"

"I'll take care of that. Just give my phone." Yoongi handed over her phone and she unlocked her phone with one hand.

She started texting.

Y/n : Oppa, I am staying with Yoongi for a few days. He will give me special practice over there, as it is difficult for me to go from home to here and I didn't want to disturb you. I'll keep you updated on how I am doing.

"Do you stay alone?" She asked.

"No, I stay with some people." He said.

Y/n : And his parents are also staying with him. You don't need to worry.

Jin : But I am a bit worried. Anyways, it's your dream and you are practicing a lot for it. Ok. But you have to call me everyday.

Y/n : Ok oppa. Thanks!

"Oppa said ok. So..... do you stay with your parents?"

"It doesn't matter. You've escaped now. What will you tell when you see them again? You've gotta tell the truth one day."

"I'll think about it then." She said and looked at her stitched hand.

"I'll go see the receptionist and check out." He said and left.

Y/n looked at her hand, that was covered with bandage and tears flowed slowly.

'I had come here after everything and this how I end up. Why is my life like this? Why can't I just be happy? Will I ever be able to play? Will I be able to meet my parents again? Why is everything going the wrong way? Everything is a waste.' She thought and cried, silently.

The door opened and Y/n wiped her tears quickly.

"Did you cry?" Yoongi asked.

"N-no. Something went in my eye, so.." She said and wiped the excess.

"Ok. I have paid, you are discharged. Shall we get going?" He asked. She nodded and she got down slowly.

As she got down she tripped. But Yoongi held her at the right time.

"be careful." He said, softly. Y/n nodded and he held her and walked her down and made her sit in the car. And he drove.

"I'm sorry." Y/n said as she looked outside the window.

"For what?" He asked, focusing on the road.

"You are being nice to me, but I was kinda rude to you." She said and looked at her hands.

"You were hurt and I helped you. Nothing else. You don't need to be nice to me." He said.

"I think something good of you, for the first time, you don't want that also?" She said and looked at him.

"I didn't ask you to feel pity for me." And he stopped. He got down and walked the other side and opened the door.

"We've reached." He said and she got down.

He walked and she followed him. He got in and she walked behind him.

His father and his step-mother looked at him and Y/n, as she slowly entered.

"*clears throat* She will be staying here for few days." He said loud enough and walked upstairs.

His parenst were happy. Y/n was the first girl, Yoongi ever brought.

"Come, seat yourself." His father said and Y/n sat along with them.

"What happened to your hand?" His mother asked.

"I hurt myself, during practice."

"Take care of yourself while doing any work." His mother said.

"So, where do I stay?" She asked.

"I'll show you your room. You can sleep there for tonight and tomorrow I'll show you another room." She nodded and followed her and soon reached a room. There was nothing in the room and but it was spacious.

Y/n bowed and she headed out. Y/n lay down. She felt the pain of the stitch.

She slowly fell asleep.

**************

Yoongi's POV

I walked up to my room as I said them that Y/n will stay here.

I lay on my bed and put my phone aside.

'Maybe I shouldn't have acted harsh on her. She was the only one who ever praised me. And the first girl ever in my life. Why am I always like this? The more I try to be kind with her, the more I turn cold. There are still a lot of questions I need to know. After seeing her cry at the hospital, I have a lot of questions running in my mind. I need to clear all them, including another one. I have to clear that by myself.'

'She doesn't look like she's hurt physically but also menatlly. I have to help her out. It's difficult to see someone who is hurt, just like me'

My phone ringed.

"Hello?" I asked, as I didn't see who it was.

"Hello, Suga. Where are you?" It was Hoseok.

"At home. Wae?"

"We don't get to see you a lot, that's why. Are you ok?" He asked.

"Yeah I am fine."

"I heard you are a trainer now. Namjoon told."

"Yeah, I am a trainer."

"That's good to hear Yoongi. I am glad that you have found some work in what you like. Since when have you been taking this?"

"Come home tomorrow, and bring Joon also. I'll tell you everything tomorrow."

"Ok, bye." And the call ended. I put my phone to the side and I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.

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TBC~