Negative thoughts

*2 weeks later

Practice and only practice happened. Nothing else. Yoongi never even let Y/n even talk to anyone. She would get pissed off at it but she knew this practice was important so she just forgets it.

"Take some break and we'll continue." Yoongi said and left. Y/n sat down, on the ground and breathed heavily.

"Here, some water would help." Hoseok said and handed her a bottle of cold water. The others sat along with her.

"Why...why is he so harsh on this?" Y/n asked, trying to catch her breath.

"Y/n, it's everyone's dream to be selected for the SIBC and there are only a few who get this chance to enter. It was your luck, talent and skills that made you bring here. It was Yoongi's dream too, to win the SIBC when he played but you know why he couldn't." Namjoon said and she nodded.

"Why did he want to play in the SIBC?" Y/n asked.

"It was his dream, his wish. His mother was really supportive of him and he wanted to play for her and make her proud. The main reason why he wanted to play was beacuse of his mother. The second reason was he wanted to prove others that he was worth something." Namjoon said.

"What?" She asked confused.

"Yeah, there were people who always discouraged hyung and were always saying things like he can't do this or that. He wanted to prove them wrong." Taehyung said.

"Enough of talking about me. Let's start practice." Yoongi said as he stood behind them.

"When did you even hear us?" Hoseok asked.

"Everytime he's like this. Suddenly, pops out of nowhere and gives sudden entries and speechs." Y/n said and got up.

Y/n's wound was getting better and better. She was fine and the fake layer of skin was removed and her stitch was healed.

But that didn't stop her from practicing for the game.

"You've gotta watch out for your opponent and how and when they'll attack." He said. Y/n just nodded her head for everything.

He suddenly hit her head.

"What the hell? Why did you hit me?" She asked, angrily.

"You were not paying attention to what I was saying."

"Who said I was not?" She asked as she crossed her arms.

"I'm not a fool." He said and threw the ball to her. She caught and chucked it back to him and walked away.

"Where are going?" He asked. She didn't reply anything and just walked out.

He again shouted but there was no response.

He put the ball down and followed her. Y/n sat on the bench outside and hung her head down.

"What happened now? Everything was going good right?" He asked.

She sighed. He sat beside her and held her shoulder. She looked up and then sat staright.

"It's too tiring. I feel like giving up everytime. I feel all my hardowrk would be useless." She said and rubbed her forehead.

"Is it cause of my harshness?" He asked.

"No. You are giving me all the help and training, but something's just.... I don't know. I feel like I am not gonna make it and I have no hopes that I will fulfill the promise."

"Don't think negative, don't give up. You can do it." He said.

"For how long?" She asked.

"Look at me." He said and she looked at him.

"Tell me. What is your wish?" He asked.

"To play in the SIBC."

"That's your dream. What's your wish?" He asked her again.

"I want to watch a live basketball match..."

"And..?" He asked.

"And..... love someone, spend the rest of my life with them. Feel loved and be with them, till the end." She said, as she thought about how her future will be.

"Just forget what I said. None of this will happen. Let's get back to practice." She said and headed in but stopped and turned to see him, still sitting there.

"Come on. Let's go." She said.

"No. You take rest today. We'll continue tomorrow." He said and walked away, somewhere.

"Wae?" She shouted.

"Just take some rest. You're working hard. Don't think about anything and just go inside." He said as he turned and walked backwards and turned and ran somewhere.

Y/n thougth that something was wrong with him. She shrugged her shoulders and headed inside.

She dribbled the ball and threw it in the basket. She stood at a place and tried to put the ball into the basket.

"Y/n, where is Yoongi?" Namjoon asked.

"He asked me to take rest and ran somewhere." She said and threw the ball in the basket.

"He asked you to rest, why don't you?" Hoseok asked.

"I don't want to change my mind from giving up from playing." She said and threw it again.

"How does it make sense?" She held the ball in her hands and looked at them.

"If I stay alone, or stay without doing anything, I feel like giving up on everything." She said and walked away as her phone rang.

It was Jungkook. She attended it.

"Hey, how are you guys doing?" She asked.

"We are doing good. How about you? How is your practice?" He asked.

"It's going good. Sometimes a bit tiring but I can manage."

"Are you over-thinking about something, since you are alone?"

"Who said I am alone? Namjoon oppa, Hoseok oppa and Taehyung are there."

"Y/n, I am your friend. I know how you feel and what you think when you're alone."

"Yahh, wae? How do you even find everything?" She heard him giggle.

"So, what are you doing?"

"Nothing, just heading somewhere."

"Where? Don't you have practice?"

"We did, but we wanted some break and we really needed to go, so we are heading there." Jimin said.

"You are also there?" She asked, surprised, hearing his voice.

"Not only me but Jin hyung is also here."

"Where are you all three leaving, at this hour?"

"Turn around." She heard Jungkook say and she turned as he said.

She was surprised and shocked to see them all three there. She ran and hugged them together.

"I missed you guys so much!" She said and broke the hug.

"We too missed you and that's why we're here."

"How did you know it was here? It was a long way from the hospital, though." She said.

"Yoongi asked us to come as he said that you were worrying a lot about the game and you had some negative thoughts." Jin said.

"Well, they were before. I try not to think about them and keep myself practicing always, so I don't think about it."

"Y/n, we all know how worried you are about the promise you made and the game. Just forget them all and only think about the practice. You still have time for the game. Just focus on yourslef and the practice." Jin said.

Y/n nodded her head, in agreement. She saw Taehyung approaching towards them and she waved at him. He smiled and stood along with them.

"It's good to see you hyungs." He said and shook hands with them.

"By any chance, do you know where Yoongi is?" Y/n asked.

"Why? Isn't he here?" Jungkook asked.

"He just left as he said there was no practice today." Y/n said and looked at them, hoping she would get an answer.

"I guess where he would probably be." Namjoon said.

"But he won't like anyone else to come there. He just took us there once, but not after that." Hoseok said.

"Is it that room?" Taehyung asked and they both nodded.

"Hyung will really get mad, if anyone enters there." Tae said.

"How come you know?" Hoseok asked him confused.

"I have seen him go there. Don't tell him, but I had followed him and saw him enter." He said.

"Ok, enough of your talking. Do you mind to take me there?" Y/n asked.

"Y/n, we just now said that he'll get mad if we go. And you are asking can I go." Namjoon said.

"I insist. Just take me. If he says anything, I'll talk to him." She said, bravely and pulled Taehyung, as she knew he would take her. The others followed her.

she reached the car and so did the others.

"Y/n, it is not right to go." Taehyung said.

"Y/n, they are saying not to go. Stay here then." Jin said.

"Oppa, I would've been quiet if they didn't talk this much also but their talking made me more curious to what it would be. Are you gonna take me now, or shall I tell Yoongi that you followed him there?" She asked looking at Taehyung.

"Aishhh! Get in the car, noona!" He said and sat in. Y/n smiled and sat in.

"Y/n, you are doing a mistake." Hoseok said.

"Wanna hop in?" She asked. The others had no option as they didn't want her to get into trouble so they also got in. And Taehyung drove to the spot.

Soon they reached and got down.

"Y/n, think again. We can go back if you want now also." Jungkook said.

"You scaredy pokes, stay here. I'll go see him and come."

"Y/n, you don't want to witness an angry Yoongi." Hoseok said. But Y/n walked and lifted her hand up and waved to them.

She got in and saw it was dark.

"Hello?" She called out. There was no response.

Suddenly, someone pulled her and she felt a sharp object held by her neck.

"Who are you?" He whispered by her ear.

"Yahh! I am Y/n! Get that fucking knife out from my neck!" She shouted.

He left her immediately and switched on the lights.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I came here to see you." She said, touching her neck, seeing if there was any hurt.

"Why do even have a knife with you?"

"For my safety." He said.

"Why do you even need safety? Are you involved in some crime? Did you escape from the jail?" She asked, covering her mouth with her hands.

"Yahh! How do you even get these weird thoughts? I don't like people invading my privacy. Now, why are you here?" He asked.

"I told ya', I'm here to see you."

"How do you know I was here?" He asked crossing his arms.

"About that.... I asked the boys where you would be and they said you'd be here. So here I am. And why are you here? It's really somewhere far away." She asked curiously.

"It's none of your business." He said and walked away.

Y/n stood there and looked around. She walked, wherever her legs took her.

She stopped when she saw something. She took a closer look at them.

What could it be?

TBC~