Regret

Dear x,

I never wanted this between us to end. We may have been a little too young, we may not have matured to preserve that love worth fighting for, and we may have met our paths quite by accident without any interference from fate that ultimately decided our end. Maybe our paths met by getting lost in search of something called love not knowing that they would find that love in each other.Maybe fate just played with us as a child with a new toy to see how long her toy would last before it finally broke. It lasted as long as it could while it was breaking and bending by her trying to find a way to break it. But this is perhaps too poetic for a wounded soul who has found the long-sought peace in you. She has found refuge in you from the rain of tears which she would cry when others are leaving alone. She found the strength for love again that she had lost a long time ago. Or at least what she learned that love is spending days and hours on souls who taught her about love all that it really is not. Rough, cold and heavy. They taught and that without suffering there is no love. That love is hopeless, jealous and cold. With you she found new side of love that she had never known before. Such love was warm, tender and joyful. It infused her with strength every new day. She found faith that everything is possible as long as the soul hopes. I would like to thank you for everything that has been and everything that will be. Thank you for teaching me what love and trust are, what it means to let go and what it means to love. in the end thank you for all the days bathed in the summer sun as we lie down and admire nature.

With love,

I