CLOE AMYTHYST FLORES
CLOE's POV
-Present time, July 2020-
Now Playing: IF YOU (BIGBANG)
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Geunyeoga tteonagayo
Naneun amugeosdo hal su eopseoyo
Sarangi tteonagayo
Naneun babocheoreom meonghani seoissneyo
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Any minute from now, I'll be home. I miss the warm atmosphere at our place. I wonder how my parents are doing right now. I hope they are at home once I arrived because I did not inform them about my arrival. I wanted to surprise them.
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Meoreojineun geu dwismoseupmaneul baraboda
Jageun jeomi doeeo sarajinda
Sigani jinamyeon tto mudyeojilkka
Yet saenggagi na
Ni saenggagi na
IF YOU
IF YOU
Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon
Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka
IF YOU
IF YOU
Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon
Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka
Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
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And him. How about him? I wonder how he is. Will we ever meet again? Is he still so mad at me like before? Will he ever treat me like the way he treated me before? I hope not. I hope he already have forgotten everything and moved-on.
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Geudaeneun eotteongayo
Jeongmal amureohji anheun geongayo
Ibyeori jinabwayo
Geudael ijeoya hajiman swipjiga anhneyo
Meoreojineun geu dwismoseupmaneul baraboda
Jageun jeomi doeeo sarajinda
Nugungal mannamyeon wiroga doelkka
Yet saenggagi na
Ni saenggagi na
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I have been disregarding his attitude towards me since the very first day we laid our eyes on each other. He was always glaring at me. Cursing and yelling harsh words at me. I did not even do anything bad to him. I never go against him. All I ever did was to enroll unintentionally on the same university where he was studying, breathe the same air with him, and love him secretly. Aside from those things, I don't see any reason why he loathe me that much.
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IF YOU
IF YOU
Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon
Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka
IF YOU
IF YOU
Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon
Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka
Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
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No one knows about my real feelings for him. They only know that we are just mortal enemies since day one. And every time that we bumped into each other, there were only two things that he'd eventually do. It's either throw me his famous murderous dagger looks or curse me like there were no heaven and earth.
I really don't know the exact reason of his sudden outrage once he sees me but I really wish that he had changed. That he is not mad at me now. I just hope that this time, things will get clearer between us. Because honestly? I still do love him. Nothing has changed. It just got deeper.
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Oneulgati ganyeorin biga naerineun narimyeon
Neoui geurimjaga tteooreugo
Seorap soge mollae neoheodun uriui chueogeul
Dasi kkeonae hollo hoesanghago
Heeojimiran seulpeumui mugereul
Nan wae mollasseulkka
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I didn't noticed that I fell asleep while reminiscing the things that happened before. I just felt a soft tap on my left shoulder. When I opened my eyes, I saw the flight stewardess smiling at me, saying that we have just landed at Ninoy Aquino International Airport. I smiled at her and murmured, "Thank you!" I fixed myself and prepare my things.
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IF YOU
IF YOU
Ajik neomu neujji anhassdamyeon
Uri dasi doragal suneun eopseulkka
IF YOU
IF YOU
Neodo nawa gati himdeuldamyeon
Uri jogeum swipge gal suneun eopseulkka
Isseul ttae jalhal geol geuraesseo
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I took off the buds from my ears as the song ended. I went out the airbus and feel the air outside. It has been ages since the last time I felt this warm feeling. I mean literally warm. *sigh* I started walking to the arrival area then to the luggage carousel to get my things. I am so excited to go home. I miss my family so much! It's been 5 months since they visited me at my place and I can't wait to see them again.
As I wait for my things, I saw someone familiar to me. I needed to hide because no one should know that I am already in the Philippines yet. Not until I got to meet the main reason why I went home. So when I saw my luggage approaching my location, I quickly grabbed it and went out. I immediately ride a cab and told the driver to bring me to Victoria Estate in Bulacan.
*1st day of school, 2014*
"Yes Mom. I'm already here..... I just parked my car….. Yes Mommy….. Don't worry about me. I can handle myself….. Oh please Mom, I'm not a child anymore. I already know what is right from wrong….. Alright Mom, I get it…..I know. And you should not worry about me. You and dad. I'll make sure that I'm going to be fine here. I promise….. Okay. I love you two. See you soon. Bye!"
I get my things as I step off my car. *sigh* New environment again. Okay guys! Don't get me wrong. New environment means new school. But new school doesn't mean a bad thing to me. I was just not happy on the things that happened at my previous school. Do you know the feeling of having so many friends around you, more than you ever wanted, but all of them seems so fake and very unworthy of our trust? Like they are just using and taking advantage of you for fame?
Oh well! That was just one of the reasons why I transferred here at Moncier International University (MIU). My mom chose this school. Why? She just used her "mother's instinct" saying that I might meet REAL FRIENDS here. Yes people! My parents knew every single thing that had happened. Why would I hide something from them? They're my own flesh for cheesecake's sake. They know what is best for me.
Hmmmm. Let's see. This school isn't bad after all. Complete facilities, air-conditioned classrooms, spacious outdoor and indoor gyms, homey dorm building, relaxing and beautiful gardens and many more. What else could I ask for? I just hope I could find even just one real person here.
"Alright Cloe! Stop daydreaming! First thing's first!" I went straight to the director's office to get my schedule, dorm passes, and room key cards. After that, I headed to my designated dorm room. I fixed my things and my bed so I could have some rest. It was a long ride for me all the way here. It is still early. I will just stroll later to familiarize myself. I badly wanted to sleep.
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It is already 3PM when I woke up. I got up from my bed and took a quick bath. I wore a F21 above the knee long sleeved white dress and my baby pink Kedd's shoes. Korean style, yes! But I am more comfortable wearing this. I grab my phone, earplugs, wallet and key cards, then went out.
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I didn't noticed that we are already in front of our house. I paid the taxi driver and got out of the cab. Finally! I am home. And I hope everything will be fine starting today.
Oh! I forgot to introduce myself. Sorry for that.
I am Cloe Amythyst Flores. 26 years old. And this is the start of my new beginning. (I hope so.)