Chapter 14: Saliany's Diary

Now I am here next to your grave and I think about what they saw and cried. I remember those afternoons of you and I here alone holding hands I know that it hurts to remember what happened and now I will be with you if I can see you in my last days of youth since it has to give me a heart attack.

I'm still here waiting for me to go and Mariangel is coming with the doctor but it's late, Mariangelica don't cry to me if you and I will see each other sooner than ever, this is my goodbye and I had to tell you that I love you and that I will always love you , take care of brother and protect the secret for both I love you and that will not change, there you go and sister.

Hi, I'm Saliany.

I can not forget you Jhon you left, you left us I saw you being a child and look at you, you are already a man remember that your father will be there for you whenever you want, I hope you can meet my daughter, your sister your brother decided to protect her until beyond and I want you to know that I love you son, your father loves you and I cry for you ...

Love that you write, nothing is just a letter to my baby who left a year ago and I can't go on like this.

Love, he will be fine, don't cry anymore, yes.

But he was the oldest and they took him from me. I can't leave this behind.

What do I do without my son.

Aa por fa, leave me a moment.

That night I cried like the rising river and I went to his grave to sigh and pray that we will be okay.

Mom, let's go, yes, I'm coming, take care, son, I love you.

That day we went to eat chicken and we watched some movies. My husband watches me and he tells me that he misses him too but that he tries to overcome it. I, a woman with 62 and a half years old, was already getting old.

Uff time to cook ...