Chapter 19

Aubrey's POV

My heart was racing. I was never really good at expressing my feelings to anyone, let alone any thing. But I really did love Alexis and wanted us to work out. With our parents leaving, we would have spent the whole week in each other's beds, sleeping in, going on romantic beach visits, and showering together.

Clearly, that wasn't going to happen. With everything that had gone on, I wasn't even too sure if I really wanted to be with her. Before we started a relationship, we did pretty good as soon to be siblings. Hanging with her friends and going to the mall, that wasn't so bad.

But then I just had to go into her room that night. I mentally smacked myself. How in the world did I allow myself to get involved with a girl? I came from a strict catholic upbringing and here I was... sinning. My old religion teacher would have been disgusted.