Senior year has approached, and Blue couldn't be more anxious to graduate. As a trend starts to go around the school on who could lose their virginity, Blue doesn't take part in it. With him being the only virgin in his senior class, he knows he has to protect his V-Card at all costs.

Blue Moon

Watching the sunset rise day in and day out, I feel like I officially lost myself. There was no point in me being sad or upset with anyone because I'm upset with myself. I should have seen it coming from the start but I didn't.


No matter how much I try to dust it off and say that it wasn't a big deal, I cry all over again. I feel bad for not talking to Grace. You don't know how much I want to express what I'm feeling but every time I look at her I feel disappointed in myself to even speak.


All I heard from my mom was she has been talking on the phone with my grandma because she thinks I turn into a mute child which isn't the case. Just disappointed in myself to speak to anyone.


Most importantly was me attempting to kill myself, that's where I just couldn't look at myself in the mirror anymore. 


Chapter 35