CHAPTER 47

The place Robins had arranged was in a beat up apartment building. Safe and inconspicuous. The problem wasn't where I was, problem was how I was living there.

I was miserable all the time. Never had I ever experienced panic attacks and nightmares like the ones I experienced the whole week I've been here. Living alone without them was difficult and I hated every second of it.

Being so alone was not going well for me. Constantly crying and moping around, barely eating or sleeping.

I was in a way torturing myself but I didn't know what else to do.

The only positive was that I knew for a fact that Baek and Grace were well and good and absolutely safe.

What hurt the most was complete silence on the part of Kang. I had completely forgotten about him ever since the day I lost Gorilla but now when I'm so alone his silence hit me hard.

I had been keeping a close watch on my phone. Turning it on for a few minutes every now and then before turning it back off.