Once A Player Always A Player..

I feed Angel and than eat food too.. they both did same. After that I got call to I tell angel to go to aunt and than leave to the hall. And walk to corridor. It's Julian maybe there is an emergency.

So he started to explain me to the case. And that my eyes look at Chase and Becca both are standing together and talking. Maybe they are talking or somthing. I don't want them to see me that I am spying or something. So I leave to other side. And Julian keep explain me the case.

" Did you check he's TPR. BP" I ask him. And than he tell me what he's TPR adn BP..

Than same time someone push me to corner of the room and close it. And it's none other than him. Before i yelled. He pin me to the door and than started kissing my neck. And I getting hotter to that. Shiver come out to my whole body. I about to push him. But I don't want to know Julian either. So I let him.

" Okky than you know which medication we prefer.." i try to be not to moan and said.

"I do. Wait second. Are you busy did I interrupt something." And than I see what he just said. And I snap back. How did he know.

I push to him away for me. And than cut the call. Julien will be wait. He already got it. So i know we don't have to talk . He is smart kid.

" What the hell is this Tony.." I said. And about to leave the door.

" Don't tell me that you didn't enjoy it. " He said and smrik and again come closer to me.

"You don't have Idea what you are doing to me dressing like that. Like old time huh. Such tease.. " he said and pull me to him. But I push him hard far away to him.

" Stop that bullshit did you forget that you are engaged. And you are getting married. So don't do shit. And never touch me again. Never come to close to me I mean it. I will kill you.. " i threatened him.

" You already killed me with that look. And you thik I give damn about this all things. " He said to me and that hit me. I slap him hard. I am so so Angry. He stund with my this slap.

" I thought five years enough to change yourself. But look like you are never change. Last time cheat your girlfriend. Now your fiance. You are nothing but shame.. " i tell him. And I get out the corridor. And than same time Chase and Becca also walk there. Tony is follow me. We four of us look at each other. And Becca look at me Angry face.

" Look like you are not setisfying your man. That's why he want to drug me to the room. " I tell her. And she also get Angry hearing this.

" What the hell you talking.." she get Angry on me. Me what did I do..

" What did he do.. are you okky lee." Chase come to me and pull me to him. And I nodded with my head. He hug me tightly.

" This time I am leaving this next time I am not. He's little stunt will ruined he's whole career. And that you both are dont like it. Do you.. so keep your man to your undercontrol." I said to her angrily. And look at him.

" And you.. you think that I am talking in phone. And taking this advance and think that I will again fall for your charm and all so grow up Tony. It's not suite you. You keep doing it mistakes. Last time your friend is with you but this time I don't think that anyone's is with you to by your side to pamper you.. so don't do that again. And make Becca happy. Or just break it off if she didn't satisfy you.. " i tell him.  And leave them. I don't care if Chase stand for me or not. I never thought. I know he still love both of them. And I nothing to compare them. It did hurt me. But I am strong. I will fine. I don't need anyone. Not even Chase.

I walk to my family. And than I divert my mind. I look at them they are happy enjoying there time. Seems like you are wrong Molly. We do care about each other. That's it. In all of this. I am the one that who's going to be hurt. Not him.

I have to leave all of this. I don't want to think about him like that. I will change everything before that happen. No one have the right to hurt me. No one.

I know what I have to doo. I said goodbye to all of them and than leave to the hospital.

Chase Becca or Tony no where to see. Guy's like they are having there good time. Catching up like old times.

I reach the hospital. And than I called the Julian. I don't know what got me in my mind but I know whatever I am going to be go. That end will be going to be bed.

" So about the case.." i ask him. And enter my office. And he already are seating there. And reading the file.

" Ohh I got coffe for you." He said and smile at me.. and than we both discussed about that case.

" So what are you doing now.." i ask him.

" Nothing I am free. Maybe go to my drom and get some rest.. " he said. Good. I nodded with my head.

" You look beautiful doc.." he said to me and than our eyes meet. And I look at the lust in he's eyes. The way he is looking at me. It is not going to harm is it..

I get up and walk to he's chair. And than close the file and he did suprise what I did. After the i didn't west the time. And than pull he's coller make him closer to me and my lips meet hes..

He get shock but than he didn't pull back or somthing. he did kiss me back. And we started to kissing the hell out. I am so ANGRY so hurt at the same time and I needed this.

" This is just one time thing.." i tell him. And pull me to him. And he get up and push me to the wall.

" Whatever you said. I am up for it.." he said. And kiss my neck. And than I don't care about anything. I pull out he's coat and than t-shirt. He is not that fat or not thin he is average and i don't give damn about it. When he Remov my dress hes eyes up to down looking at me with lots of lust and desires.

I hug he's hip and than we both are started to kiss each other. We didn't do anything to pleasure him he wanted to. But I don't give him damn about it. I pull out he's cock and than take into me. After long time I am doing it.

" Fuck you are to tight doc Miller.." he said ad moan so did I..

" I didn't have sex last five years.. " I genuinely told him.

" Fuck faster Julian.. " i tell him and he did what I tell him.

" How the hell you live your life like this. I mean without sex " he said shuttering. We both are breathing heavily.

" I never needed it.. but today I do needed it more than anything.. " I tell him and than we both didn't stopp and he fuck me that make me feel more more hard. I don't want him to stop. And he look at my face. He's eyes on me. And I don't give a dman about it. When we both are cum. After that we both pull away to each other. Before that I give him hard dominating kiss. And he did kiss me back. After that I go to my washroom. And clean myself. He did come and did it same.

After that I weat my dress and than get out to my washroom. After sometime after that he also come out.

" Next time whenever you want to do it again I always be on my way.. and don't worrys my lips are sealed. No one know that.. " he said to me. And I did said anything to him.

" Get out from my cabin now.." i tell him.

" Ohh no the bitch of doctor millier is back.. " he said. And tha get he's file and than leave me alone.

I seat there and  think about that what I just done. I just let fuck my junior. In hospital in my cabin. I mean seriously. I never do that. I never mix up my professional to personal all this shit.

What I was thinking when I am doing. I  know I get it i am Angry. But seriously that Julian guy. I didn't even trust him. I hope he don't tell anyone. What will people think. Fuck . I am big time scroow..

I have to forget this. And make sure that never happened again. It is not good idea. I can't risk my job. Ignoring all thought.

I walk to the ward. And I see Julian already flriting with nurses. I Rolle my eyes. And than get information about how much paitents get discharge. And how much new come. And how that idiot doing he's job other than flriting.

After that hearing all of this. I leave the ward and than I make my office tidy. And check again that everything is okky after that I get my things. And left for home.

When I reach home. Angel and Chase both are seating couch watching TV.

" Mamma is home.." Angel said run to me and I hug her. And kiss her.

" I will be there after freshn up.." i tell her. And she again join the Chase. And whole time Chase is looking at me. I didn't look at him. Or anything. I walk to my bedroom. Throw all thnigs to my bed. And open the closest to wear comfortable clothes.

" Lee. Can we talk.." he said standing front of my door.

" Not now. I am tired. I need to. Freshnup. After that we can talk if I am not sleepy.. " i tell him don't even looking at me.

" I am sorry lee. I didn't stand up on you.. I didn't said somthing to him. I am sorry.." he said to me and I look at him and give him smile.

" It's oky I can stand by myself. I don't need anyone to stand up for me. So don't worry about it. " I tell him.

" Don't say like this. I did mistake. And I am sorry for that.. " he said to me.

" Chase. You didn't do anything. " Before I said more he shut me up.

" You are alway stand for me every damn time. But when it's about you. I didn't do anything. I feel guilty about it.. I am sorry. It's just that.. " he said and i cut him off.

" I know. I can understand that. And you don't have to feel guilty. Never feel guilty about anything. " I tell him.

" And I don't want to talk about it anymore. So will you excuse me i am going to take shower. " I tell him and he did what I tell him. I know he did feel guilty. Sad. And angry than let him bee. He fucking have to feel this. Because he did hurt me.

But one thnig is clear that. He still care about him. And I have to accept that. So that don't hurt me more in future.