Sasheena_Lewis_2348

"If you can stand, you can always fall, and if you fall you can always stand
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By:Sasheena Lewis


My pain, my dreadful past, my happiness and other things that I'll leave for you guys to find out is in this book. Not many people like to talk about their past and things they went through/the things they have to put up with but as for me I want you all to know my background.

 I don't only want you guys to just see the best part of my life/my best moments I want you guys to see me at
my worst as well.

Many people don't remember where they're coming from but as for me, my memories at my weak points, all the pain and all the negativity I have to put up with, will forever live inside of me not because of covetousness but because my pain made me into who I am today. I truly hope this book will not only grab your attention but to let you know the writer writing the book more ( Which is me of course) and also teach you lessons that could help you with the challenges you're facing today or tomorrow.


I don't know how long this book will be but I'm sure it will be worth reading and worth your time. And if you haven't read Reuniting With My Ex-Husband On Christmas as yet, now is a good time to go and check it out, and if you're curious to know the pain I go through and the challenges I have to put up with then this book is for you and even if you're just curious to know me more be sure to read this book as well. 

If my story touches your heart please share it, and if it didn't share it as well, maybe it will not touch your heart but maybe it can touch the person/persons you share it with

All That Happened

Authors note:Sorry for the late update peeps, I was very busy and stuff like that.


My ex bestfriend is the one and only Johmar Imgram, he is very tall, he is a player, his reasoning ability is very fluent.


This dude is my first crush, back in grade nine he was the person that i relied on the most, he is one of the person that taught me a lot about guys and life in general.


Johmar and I moved like a couple, I fell inlove with my best friend without knowing, I felt butterflies when I was around him that was beyond my understanding.


I use to love holding his hands, as they fit perfectly in his inspite of the fact that my hands were tiny.


Many taught we were a couple, but we were just buddies, our friendship was simple, love out for each other and have each other's back.


Johmar trusted me with everything, as he was like a open book. We didn't hide anything from each other and that made me feel special within, knowing that he was always straight forward made me think differently about him.


Even though I had my boyfriend at the time and he had his girlfriends I still had feelings for him.


They say confession is good for the soul, so don't mind me. A lot of people knew that I loved him, before I find out.


He was a great definition of a bestfriend until 10th grade, I still don't know how or why this happened. 


But my Ex-Bestfriend changed and distanced himself away from me, and then one day I confronted him about him ignoring me, and he embrassed me infront of the whole class by shouting 'I DON'T CARE'.


From that day until now, I never refer to him as my bestfriend again, I guess everyone has an expired date after all.


My Ex-Bestfriend