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"If you can stand, you can always fall, and if you fall you can always stand
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By:Sasheena Lewis


My pain, my dreadful past, my happiness and other things that I'll leave for you guys to find out is in this book. Not many people like to talk about their past and things they went through/the things they have to put up with but as for me I want you all to know my background.

 I don't only want you guys to just see the best part of my life/my best moments I want you guys to see me at
my worst as well.

Many people don't remember where they're coming from but as for me, my memories at my weak points, all the pain and all the negativity I have to put up with, will forever live inside of me not because of covetousness but because my pain made me into who I am today. I truly hope this book will not only grab your attention but to let you know the writer writing the book more ( Which is me of course) and also teach you lessons that could help you with the challenges you're facing today or tomorrow.


I don't know how long this book will be but I'm sure it will be worth reading and worth your time. And if you haven't read Reuniting With My Ex-Husband On Christmas as yet, now is a good time to go and check it out, and if you're curious to know the pain I go through and the challenges I have to put up with then this book is for you and even if you're just curious to know me more be sure to read this book as well. 

If my story touches your heart please share it, and if it didn't share it as well, maybe it will not touch your heart but maybe it can touch the person/persons you share it with

All That Happened

I was sick and I felt like crap, I was too weak, I got terrible headaches, dizziness was evident, my back, my limbs, my neck back, above my knees were painful, my tummy was giving me a hard time with a bunch of pain and uneasiness, my sides felt like a bitch, I couldn't even bathe myself, I couldn't do anything but sleep, my taste buds were gone and replaced with one that reject the things that I love the most....


The only thing that never got on my nerves or made me wanna vomit was lime and water, trust me it is my bestfriend, and my everything....


If it wasn't for my mother I wouldn't feel the way I do now, she cooks, she cleans, she washes my clothes, she didn't scorn me because I was on my period, I felt bad in myself watching my mother do everything alone when I was the one that helped her, she sigh from tiredness but she still go on, she pushed through, she made it, because of those medications, those warm water, the bunch of teas, thanks for feeding me when I refused the food because my body needed it, thanks for pulling me up when I couldn't move, thanks for the prayers that you prayed, my heart goes out and say amen.


Thanks for everything, because I'm now walking without biting my lips, I use to crawl but I'm gaining my usual speed back. I'm still not better, but I'm feeling 95% better, I love you mama, I cannot repay you but I hope thank you will do.


There's a lot more to say but God already knows and he already understands... I love you God, manners and respect my healer, you're still in the healing business but I just wanted to hail you, and tell you how grateful I am, we'll be in touch Messiah!!


Before I go, I just wanted to let somebody know that Jesus is real, he will fix your situation, but you have to believe!!!


Thanks for what you did God, and thank you Mama, couldn't have done it without you both