Chapter one

As the days goes by nothing changed I still felt sad and depressed even though I went to the doctors my calming pills never onced helped my anxiety it's really bad as well as my depression I always think to my self if there's a place I can dissipear I just want someone to save me you see no one understands me and my parents are the cause they fought to the extent I can't breath properly anymore it's so difficult as if I'm trying to gulp down the ocean in a swift motion suffering slowly dying mentally and I'm more affected than you think the last day off school I'm going to do something I shouldn't I walked outside the school when it ended and waited for everyone to leave a car came by really fast as the wheels speed increased I felt the wind blow onto me feeling shivers down my spine I took a step slowly and I jumped infront of the vehicle the next thing that happend shocked me i-