Chapter 7

Tw violence

I was in this kitchen it looked recobnisable a man was shouting at this girl as I hid in the shadows it looked as if she was my sister he slapped her many times and raised his voice at her telling her how pathetic she was and that he doesn't love her anymore(his daughter) the mom tried stopping him but got hurt instead he made them clean the entire house and told them that there going to hell mercilessly and how ugly the girl was then all the girls in the world my heart was beating rapidly when he turned to me and you "YOU FUCKING PLAY GAMES THE ENTIRE DAY YOU DON'T HAVE ANXIETY YOUR BREATHING PROBLEM IS BECAUSE YOU SIT ON YOUR KNEES THE ENTIRE DAY " but I remember my doctor told me I have anxiety because of him and that it will lead to depression which will lead to suicide attempts I didn't tell her that I already had depression as well and did try to cut my self and Choke my self I didn't cry i was in shock though and trembling he said he would divorce my mother when I finish my final highschool year and that we should pay for the luxuries in his household that he is the man of the house and he wanted to throw us out he called us lazy my sister cried after he told her he hates her and that he will get her married on her 20th birthday which was one year after He slapped her really hard and i couldn't do anything about it he came running at me "WAKE UP Y/N WAKE UP" Taehyung said what happend "You were screaming for help and your sweating and you couldn't breath its like you almost had a panick attack in your sleep are you okay, your crying he said wiping my tears away he kissed my forhead and got in bed he held me in his arms " it's okay calm down " I didn't realize I was shaking was it just a dream tae it felt real I'm scared will I go back there he didn't say anything but only" don't worry everything will get better " I turned around " Tae I don't want to go back in there I'm scared I'm scared to sleep " he hugged me tightly" I'm here I won't let anyone touch you" You make me happy "don't hold in your tears let them out" but I feel weak when i cry "Showing emotions takes courage you are strong I love you" He smiled and pecked your lips little did you know the secret his keeping from you.