Yennefer November

The day was gloomy to it's end,even though it wasn't a typical day in Eustace,the day seem darker than usual.I sat at the window of my room ,when my brother and sister dined with my parents.My maid entered my room with my supper with her.I still don't know why it makes my stomatch flip,to even think of dining with my family,after what happened last suerday.

Last suerday was bright as it could be.Me and my family were loungeing at the Tress Garden of my district Grindilla of Eustace.We were having lunch,when a man came in with a small bag full of photographs.My father stood hastily at the sight of him and lured him to a distance.I have always been the one to ask questions in my family,so I asked my mother"Mother who is that?"

My mother is a beautiful woman, unlike me,she has dark brown hair with white skin and blue green eyes,my sister Lilac is just like my mother,whereas I have light brown hair and pale skin and lilac eyes.I got my fathers light brown hair but the rest is yet to be found.Me and my sister is considered beautiful,but it's been Lilac that everyone always choose.I am considered stubborn,poorly behaved brat,but my mother,Cissia always chose me.Even though we both are barely seventeen Lilac has a long line of young men awaiting for her already.

So when I asked my mother the question she turned elegantly to me and answered"We are looking for a place to live,my dear tiger"I always loved her calling me by that name,but then the anwer left me confused,so I again asked"Why do we need a place to live mother,isn't the November Manor just enough?"she again sat gracefully into my direction and stared at my eyes,then answered"My dear,your father and siblings are looking for a change,since your grandmother died we all are looking for a change in the attic,for it has left us all devastiated with her memories around every corner,so your father asked that man to find a perfect little house for us"

The reply left me bare and dry,it took me a moment or two to recover and fire back

"What about me?mother,why didn't you ask me?father has always wanted to leave Grindilla for his business doesn't work quite well in here,he has always been looking for a reason to leave and now he is using grandma's death as an excuse and he has always known that I would fight through this so he just didn't even bother to as...."

"Enough Yennfer,that is enough for now"

I was shell shocked by her reply,it left me angry and burning,even though I was distracted by a change in my body.I suddenly felt heavy all over and then a spark and then my vision turns completely purple and blue,at last as a rising arrow a bone crunching pain striked through me.By the time my vision clears the whole garden was like a earthquake hit and left the Novembers alive,the man with the bag was lying dead in front of our sheet I can see my sister screaming,my mother scramling away from the body,but I,I was tired,I was completely drained that I fainted

The only thing that I remember is waking in my room with my mother at my bedside smiling with mischeif,I was angry that I hit her softly in the arm and asked

"What?,what is there to smile?"

She answered me with the grin still plastered

"I didn't know you,my tiger were this weak.Maybe I should stop calling you my white tiger and start calling you little lamb"

she said with a chuckle.I hit her again and said

"Don't you dare,I was drained by your explanation and was I a bit tired too"

Wherefore she asked

"What is it that made you so tired my dear?"

For what I first stayed silent.I could see my mother looking at me suspiciously.I turned hastily to the window to not catch her eyes,but what I got from my mother is the questioning.So she caught hold of my chin and turned my head to her and asked

"What is it that you are hiding my tiger,what is it?"

"Its nothing,mother"

I know by the look on mothers face that she didn't believe me,but she let it stay as it was.I did know I had some part in what that happened in Tress Garden,but I still couldn't think of anything that I could have done.

All I could think was,if it was me who did what that was done I knew that person can do a lot more serious damage than destroying a garden.I knew if I don't know the source or the product I could even hurt someone I love.I knew the trees grow denser when I am near.I knew that the earth rumble when I am angry.I knew the flowers bloom when I am happy,maybe there is a connection between me and the woods.I want to know I always did what that actually happened in my childhood.All I remember is a whispering from a unknown person it always said this "Yennefer,you were always with the trees"