Chapter 8 - Feedback

When I looked up in my phone , I was surprised. I had about 1 thousand viewers . I was extremely disappointed in myself because when I looked up last time the average Streamers had couple hundred thousand viewers . I looked sad towards the Camera and began to close it . I rode my way back home talking with my bicycle due to melancholy.

I decided to sleep when I arrived home and got to bed , but I just couldn't bring myself to sleep. There was one question going through my mind the whole time „Where did. I go wrong ?" I decided to watch my own video and rate it to see if it was even interesting or not . Then, i proceeded to watched the whole Video , when it ended after 1 and a half hour , I realized , I didn't laugh a single time during this time. Utter Failure.

I wanted to find my problem but sadly no luck .I cried my eyes out and went to sleep . Just ignore me .

Next day, I wake up from my sleep. I brushed my teeth , made my breakfast and started browsing on my phone. During my sleep, unknowingly I had received many notifications, so I started going through them one by one while eating Cornflakes.

First few were utility bills and the next one shocked me till the cornflakes were slipping out of my mouth . After some lost in thoughts moment, I decided to recheck what I saw .

It was a YouTube notification saying „Your total Donation amount has exceeded Thousand dollar . Please check your Bank Account to withdraw your Money"

First of all, let's go through this, Thousand Dollar , they are not talking about yen , won or something like that . That's the amount which is unthinkable for the poor me at my current age due to unemployment. I checked the zeros again and again to make sure it's really one thousand .

I thought it could be a prank but who would play prank on me , a loner , with no friends to speak of?

It has to true . It's just that the source was unknown , I mean how could someone donate to me through YouTube. I did not even know of the function it possessed.

I decided to find out the origins of the money and it lead to me the Video which I streamed Yesterday. My Eyes were balling out at the number of views stated in the information box. It had shockingly reached 1.8 Million views . I also noticed a thumb up and thumb down buttons , about which numbers were written. 100 Thousand and 2 thousand respectively. I didn't what it meant so I decided to look it up.

10 minutes later, you could see my eyes beaming while watching at the screen after I found out the meaning of thumb up and thumb down. I even had 139 thousand Subscribers to my channel which meant they will be watching me on a regular basis .

It somehow made me nervous but smile .

I also noticed something 99+ written a square box and to find out what it was , I clicked on it suddenly loads and loads of Texts started appearing before my eyes .

Some wrote : „Give me this Guys Numbers with some weird yellow face with hearts which are normally seen on cards in his eyes „. I have never seen such a weird looking face before.

While some other wrote : „ I also went to the Amusement Park in the City Center . How come I missed him with a same yellow face with eyebrows downwards „

„Will you Go there again? Let's go together with a puppy face . „

Some where making fun of my can shooting skills , claiming that even new born babies could do better . Well, I dare you to bring a new born baby and shoot at least one target ! Can't do it ? Then , don't talk nonsense.

Well there was even a discussion happening in the chat due to my visit to the haunted house .

"This guy is high"

"He is a grave robber otherwise how can he be not afraid of "1:01:55"?"

"He is inhuman"

"Do you know the serial murders happening last summer? He might be the serial killer . Look at this red eyes behind the mask. Look at how he passed the haunted house with no emotion"

"Well, they caught the killer so No"

"So he can still be his successor . They always have a successor prepared in various cults"

"Is he what they mean with "Psycho"?"

.... I was thinking of reporting this to the police charging them of character Assassination but because I am in good mood because of donation , I let this first time one , slide .

Well, what are these weird looking yellow faces and why does everybody keeps using it . I asked myself and my best buddy , Google. Then It replied saying that the yellow faces reprints the face they are making while texting" Then I remembered seeing the puppy . Well, since when are Puppies texting , I thought but decided to ignore because it did not seem important to me whether they talked or typed or not , as long as it doesn't have something to do with me , I ignore it .

While I was watching my video , the donation pop up sign also popped up in front of me . I clicked it and realized you can donate money to the creator . As I wanted to know who donated to me , I only got the Information on the Name of the donor , which was „Singing-bird". I appreciated the donation and thanked with the bottoms of my heart , if it is able to feel emotions , Gratefulness and indebted was the feeling I was feeling because to some people thousand dollar might be a pocket change and only use of them is by donating but to me, it is sex or seven Months of healthy food . To the person who provides me with food , I am forever grateful.

Some where even debating in my eyes color because of the Carnival Eyes masks I wore to hide my identity from the Society . But I decided to ignore it .

Well, after "smiling" in front of the Mirror , I was ready to go to school.