Jay's pov

kendal left around ten thirty and I still can't get any sleep, after she left , I had dinner with Dorothy of course my mum had an emergency call at the hospital and she wasn't around ,I have been replaying the way my evening turned out and I still can't figure out what it is that am feeling for this girl , it's new and scary , being the person I am , confusion is an understatement, every time she looks at me I feel the sense to protect her , the way her eyes stare at me they screams of innocence , she's had me all worked up since the first day we met , I want her around me but then am scared of what I might get myself into , usually I don't catch feelings but she has a way of making me feel like a completely different person , I have this urge to get to know and surprisingly I find myself looking forward to going to school ,I really have to make this project count , this girl has to be mine and I mean like I'd hate to see her with another person I mean the douche guys in our school ? there's no way I am letting this one slip away , I think to myself ... I grab my phone from the charger and I dial Jason , ,..it rings two times before he picks up ' yo' Jay what's up ?how was your date with the new girl he says and obviously I can imagine the type of smile plastered in his face right now ' of course he's one of my oldest friends ,and I Know him enough to Know just what's cooking in his head right now ,' ..you never stop do you? ,I tell him cracking my ribs out , ..niggah it is just a school project it's not what you are thinking, I mean she's quite a catch but with her , I don't think that' will be happening ' , I can't wait to be done with this school project already so that things could go back to normal , of course I can't let him find out that I might have a little crush on the new girl,..' aight man if you say so 'just don't forget that tomorrow we have talk , tried to look for you today after practice but I figured out you had already left , I mean it , it's been a while since we talked and it's really urgent , ...' okay I will see you tomorrow after my football practice , have a goodnight and don't let the mosquitoes bite you ,I tell him smiling , ... as if,, By the way hope you still on for Brandon's party at his house this weekend , his parents are out for the weekend he says ,okay am still up for it , of course it's all he could talk about this morning ... I hang up and just lay there on my bed lost in my thoughts , ...after several hours of not getting sleep at all am soon engulfed in my dreams.