You Are Ava

I go close to him.. and he's sitting at bar counter.. he's back is facing me..

I don't know how to do.. but I have to..

After kissing Max.. he's second person that I am kissing.. but there is still no feelings involved.. like when I Kiss max..

After kissing Max I realize that I like him.. and after know that he's player.. but i still liking him.. I don't wanted to kiss anyone.. more important to unknown person..

And here I am standing and looking at that guy.. I mean I didn't see him properly.. but looking at he's back.. who's totally unknown to me.. and I am here to going to kiss.. I don't know what he do..

When he's look like not to talkative person...

The bartender flirting with him.. but he did give him a damn look.. and drinking.. and looking he's drink..

I don't know after my this stunt.. how he reacts.. hell what if I am kiss him.. and he push me to ground.. it will be embarrassed..

Damn.. I have to kiss him.. no matter what.. if he push me.. I will control to not to fall.. and back of.. it's just kiss right.. not big deal..

It's not that I didn't do before.. or it's my first time.. let's do this..

Whatever happened after than we will see that... first do it why I am walk here for..

I tap he's shoulder... he drink he's drink.. and turned around to look at me.. boring eye's..

Looking at me he eye's wilden or shock.. don't know I did west my time to think..

I pull he's jacket to close to him.. and smashed my lips to him...

I kissed him... he's lips are so soft.. and it test like he's drink soft drink.. damn.. he's to good bad boy.. seems like.. vodkas.

I continue kissing him.. give him best kiss that he never forget me.. first he did react.. After that I pulled him more closers to him.. and he stunt what happened to him.. when he come to in he's state.. I broke the kiss.. and back of...

Without saying anything to him.. I walk away..

All are looking at me with wild eyes.. I feels he's eyes on me.. but I didn't dare to look at him.. and reach where all are standing.. and give that boy my best smirk.. who give me that dare.. and wink at Bailey..

" ohh my god.. that was... EPIC.. I mean you really kissed him.. " Bailey said to me.. I nodded.. and think about him.. i didn't even see him properly.. fucking hell.. I really kiss unknown guy.. who's I didn't even see his face.. and grab him and kiss him.. he even I didn't know he did kiss me back or not..

You didn't even give me time to kiss you back.. or anything..

Whatever.. I am glad that.. he DIdn't push me..

" I don't know.." I said to Bailey..

" he's still looking at you girl.. damn.. what you do to him.." Bailey said to me.. I give her surprise look..

" it's just kiss man.. ignore it please.." I said to her..

" let's continue our game.." I said all of them.. and we are going to do it again..

Someone come to me.. and grab my arm forcely.. to look at him..

I see who's he.. ready to punch him.. but see that he same jacket guy..

I stop..

I looking at him.. he's so much handsome... I mean Gorgeous.. damn.. he's eyes.. he's lips.. thinking about how I kissed it earlier.. fuck.. what I am thinking..

No matter what.. that bitch said it right.. I am lucky to kissed him.. having Chance to intimated with him...

" what happened " I said to him.. ignore that.. I forget that my arms is hurting like hell..

" sorry I kissed you.. its just dare.. nothing else.." I explained to him.. he looking at me dangerously... like he will kill me any time..

" can you please let me go now you are hurting me.." I said to him.. I dont wanted to any drama so I request him..

He see that its really hurt.. than he let me go.. but still he's standing closer to me.. he's body warm.. I feel shiver.. goosebumps are appeared all in my body..

What happened to me man.. I never feel like this..

I ready to back of.. than he pull me up to he's shoulder and walking out to this club..

What the hell is going on..

" Hyyy I said sorry.. now put me down.. where are you taking me..man.." I yelled at him..

What the hell he's boy is.. he still doesn't listen to me.. he keep walking.. all are looking at us.. is he mute.. can't he hear me.. what if he also can't hear it.. ohh where I got in this situation..

What the hell is going on.. why he's taking me with him..

Is he phyco killer or what..

If is he.. sorry for him.. I will kill him.. before he kill me..

I stop yelling and moving.. waiting for him to put me down.. and talk..

Yelling and shouting doesn't working.. I know..

I already experience that.. with Max.. when he mad.. He never listen to me.. always do what he want to do always..

After good 10minutes.. we reach the mention.. who's  opposite to this ground.. some guards come and open the entrance.. and than don't know why he doing it.. we enter he's mention..

Thank god that we both are not alone.. there is people who's I am hearing there voice.. they laughing and talking..

It's all not boys.. girls also.. so there is no danger I hope so.. reaching there where all are sitting.. he put me down.. before some one said to him something..

" oohh I never see you with girl bro.. who's she.." some boy said to me.. when he put me down..

I look all of them.. all are looking at me.. I see that all are shock looking at me... some one broke the wine bottle seeing me.. and I just at that fucking hell.. its wine man..

" ava.." someone said my name.. I search her who's said my name..

" you are live.." some girl come closer to me.. and hug me.. what the hell is just happened..

Who's they all are.. and how they know me..

I didn't hug her back.. I still standing and looking at that mystery man who just take me here..

He's looking at me.. I see he's eye's is red with anger.. I never see that anger in anyone's eyes..

Why he's angry.. why he's looking at me like that..

" sorry.. who you are all..." I said.. and the girl who hug me and she broke the hug..

" don't play me we know are how you manipulative and all.. " the girl hug just hug me she said..

" I really don't know who you are.. you know me.." I asked her.. I really don't know who they..

" I am Amelia.. you serious don't know us ava.. you are ava right.." she said to me. I don't know how they know my name.. or.. ooh.. no..

Ooh..my.. god.. its her.. not me.. what I said.. should I told them..

" I am rose.. I mean I am not you are thinking about.." I said to them.. little hesitate.. but they are looking at me.. all stood up.. and looking at me..

The girl Amelia her mouth open in full of surprise.. and that jacket boy.. he also looking at me.. and don't know what going on.. but still digesting.. everything..

This is all her friends.. I mean ava's friends.. ohh my... god..

Surprise surprise surprise..

" ava is..." I said to them.. I think they have right to know that.. right.. they all are her friends..

" she's no more.. she's dead.. she over.. d-dose.." my voice cracked.. and I said to them.. fuck.. this is to hard..

After long time.. I telling this.. I mean first time I said that not James.. but other person.. and it's feel to horrible man..

" ohh my god.. oohh no.. I am so sorry... she really dead.. I can't believe this.." some girl said.. and I look at her.. all are hands in there mouth in shock..

" is she.. ummm.. she was you-your fri-end" I asked them.. control myself to not to breakdown front of them..

" yes.. no.. I mean yes short of.." Amelia said.. what her mean no.. and yes.. its there I am missing something..

That jacket boy.. left there.. he walk away.. what happened to him.. I looked at him.. all are looking at me.. observe me..

" you same look like her.. I mean she told us that she have twin sister but you same look like her.. I thought it's really her.." Amelia said to me.. I give her question look..

Ooh mean ava told them about me..

" what do you mean by that.. you are short of friend's with her.." I asked them.. I also wanted to know that what ava didn't tell me.. I mean she never hide with me anything.. but still..

" I mean we are all friend's with her.. I mean we all are close.. after something happened than we stop talking with her.." Amelia said to me..

" when we know the truth.. before that she just run always.. and now when we see you we thought that this is time to apologize to her.. but it's to late for that..." her voice cracked.. and cry.. her friend come and comfort her..

I don't knew about this.. but it's little uncomfortable.. so it's good to leave this place.. also it's to let..

I checked my phone.. its 2o'clock in morning.. fuck.. I have to go to dorm.. I murmured and take my phone in my pocket..

" I think I should do.. its to late." I said to them.. they all nodded.. Amelia look at me.. and give me sad smile..

" sorry again to your loss rose.. " she said to me.. and hug me.. this time I hug her back.. and nodded..

" we will see you next Sunday?" She said to me.. I don't know what to said to her..

Should I have to come next Sunday.. or just not to..

This is ava friend's.. I wanted to know what that I didn't know.. and about that jacket boy.. I have to come next week to know that.. right..

I thinking all this.. i agree..

" sure.. love to.. see you all next Sunday.." I said to them.. they give me small smile.. and than I left the mention..

Still confused... what just happened.. I kissed unknown boy.. still didn't know who's he.. but I know that he know me.. he friend with my sister.. and than he grab me with him and take me here..

Here as ava's all friend's.. who's one's upon here friends after somethin happened they just stop talking with her..

After that I don't know what happened she run away.. why she did no one know about this.. when they know the truth she's innocent.. they all regret this to push her away.. to much confusion..

It will all clear when I again come next week and talk with them..

I walk where my bike is park in clubs parking lot.. I site on bike.. start my bike.. when I ready to left I saw him.. he's in he's balcony standing there and looking at me.

He looking at me.. he looking at me wild eyes.. I looked him in my small mirror.. I ignore him.. and left that place..

I can't drive anymore.. but I have to.. I am to tried for that.. to walk to dorm..

After an hour.. I finally reached my place.. and than park my bike.. and reach second flood. And than my dorm.. I unlocked doors and enter..

I still didn't feel sleepy.. whatever happened today I thinking about all this..

I forgot to grab my thing to Keith home.. I will do it tomorrow.. when I will free I will go to where she work.. if she here than it's good. If she didn't I will go her home.. and grab my things..

After thinking.. I still can't feel sleepy.. I don't know what do.. than after again I did one thing..

I grab tablet and drunk with water.. and try to sleep.. and finally after drinking sleeping pills.. I feel sleepy darkness come to my eyes..  and that's what I want

And like this finally I sleep in my bed.. happily..