They Are Just Distraction

When he left me.. all girls are looking at us.. heard that he punch the wall.. and all are scared looking at that.. I didn't say something to him.. or go after him to stop him..

I made my decision.. now I Don't want to think again.. I don't know what will happen in future.. but for now.. what I did it it's right decision. 

Girls are come toward me.. ask me what happened.. why I am crying.. what happened between us.. why he so angry..

I don't know how to explain them.. I just know that happened is happened.. now I can't go back.  Or change it..

I ignored girls.  And left cafeteria.. they still didn't leave ne alone.. they care about me.. and I am what I am doing.. just doing again same things.. I hurting them..

I told them that I will talk about this.. when I am fine.. they didn't argue after that...

I can't sleep when I reach dorm.. try to sleep but can't.. I know it's bad habit if I keep get pills.  For sleep.. again I did same thing.. why.. because I can't sleep.. and I wanted to sleep to get out this all stuff in my mind..

Very next day.. I walk up in morning in 4o'clock.. but I don't wanted to go gym or anywhere.. I again sleep..

Sleeping more hours . I wake up in noon.. it's lunch time.. I did hungry anymore.. so I just eat chips . And what vimpair dairies.. I watching this.

But ny mind is not in state that what I watching.  Keep thinking about all stuff..

Thinking about all.. I know what I have to do.. I have talk with guys.. about how we start our training.. how we executive our plan..

Before Stefan guy know about me.. I have to reach him.. talk to him.. I didn't know anything about him.. how can I now suppose to act like ava.. and definitely sure that he will be there today.. no matter what .

I called Keith tell her that I will meet her in straight to the ground.. I Don't know that Eric and all are will be at there house or not.. but I have to go there..talk about it all this stuff..

I got anggi and amma's message that when I will meet them and talk to them.. I told them that we will talk about this tomorrow..

For now I think that I have to ignore all this . About Max . I keep thinking about him.. I just have to close the topic.. not to think about him.. not to talk about him.. and this I have to said to girl's .

Getting up to myself.. I grab clothes.. and ready to myself..

After getting ready to myself.. I left my dorm.. grab my keys. And helmet.. I rush toward parking lot.. and start the bike. Its 4o'clock in evening.. I know it's to early that I am going there.. but I just can't focus on anything.. maybe I will go there.. and it will fine little..

Driving bike good 30minutes.. I reached Eric mansion.. park my bike there.. and ring the doorbell..

Door open.. and I see that Noah standing front of me.. given me question look to looking me top to bottom.. like he never see the girl with jacket.. with my helmet who's I just taking with me..  I rolled my eyes..

He push himself and give me the direction to get in the house.. and I enter there.. searching where are other's..

Sporting them I walk there.. and they all look me with surprise.. well I know I just come here suddenly.. they will be think shock like this..

" whooww.. I thought I will see you in night.." Nicky said to me..

" actually.. I am coming in night.. but I keep thinking about it all stuff.. so I just can't control myself.. so I left to come here.. " I explained them..

" well you are come here already.. so yeah.. we are talking about how to do all this things.. so let's talk about this.." Sofia said to me.. I nodded.. and site beside her..

I feel someone's eye's on me.. but I ignored him.. I know it's not good that what i am doing but for now.. I didn't wanted to think about guys..

They are only distraction..

" so what you discuss about.." I asked them..

" we are talking about that.. when we started to train.. and who will be trained us.. " Hannah said to me..

" I will train you.. I don't mind.. I will come everyday after 4o'clock and than we all are trained together.." I explained them..

" you already have lot's of training in academy what about them.. " Alex said to me.. with concerns..

" I will manage.. also I have to change my gym timing.. " they all are nodded.. and I thinking about it what I just try to do with me.. plan to ignore him.. to show him that I am not care anymore.. when I will still doing it..

" oohhky that problem is solve.. now.. we all know that whenever he know.. he will come toward you.. if you did tell him that you are not here..." Matt said to me..

" I will face it by my side.. we have to do one think.." I said to them looking at them..

" we have to use extra phone.. who we just used for our call.. and texts.. they will be only use for.. calling and talking.. no more android phone.. if we did used it.. they will track us.." I explain them..

" what.. I mean we already using it.. why one more.." Hannah said..

" actually she's right.. " Jordan said to them..

" we have to arrange simple phones and also some new numbers.. and it's all between us.. and that's good idea.. in that.. they will can't track us.. and know about our plan.. and our moves.." he explain them..

" and that is only for ours.. you guys don't have to share them anyone else. and this things only between us. " I tell them.. and I am happy that they all are nodded..

" and what about using guns.. I mean you know how to use.." Noah asked me.. I know about them.. but I never used it..

I mean I know Justin once upon time told me to used it.. and also get some information and train it how to used.. but  I denied.. because I never thought that one day I needed it.. because I am to confom that, that day never come.. but what can I say.. it is not what we thought..

" actually I really don't know how to use it.. you guys know how to use..?" I asked them..

" yeahh Noah and Jordan know little bit how to use it.. thay will train you guys.. but question is that who will help us for guns.. I mean any ideas guys.." Logan said to us.. we all are looking at each other..

I mean I really wanted to asked Ray.. or maybe Dan.. Maybe he will help me.. but I just don't wanted to know them.. or involved them.. it's better that they will stay away from this one business.. I can handle it without them..

" I have some connection.. I will try it.. for that we want money.. and they will give us guns.." Matt said to us.. money..

" well about money don't worry I will take it.. " Eric said.. well I know it's my and he's I mean it's us revenge.. but don't want that he will all by himself..

" I also help you for that.. I also have some.. " I said but Eric cut me of..

" you don't have to I said.. I will take care of it.." he said to me..

" we will see.. about it.." I said to him showing my attitude rolling my eye's.. I turn to mike..

" just tell me.. when we are going to meet them for deal.. I just wanted to come.. and see that all are okay or not.." I tell him..

" I told you ROSE.. we will take care of this.. why can't you just.." Eric said little bit irritated.. but I stop him..

" DON'T ERIC.. it's our mission.. and I have to see that all are going good or not.. " I tell him.. if he like it or not.. when I am handle some business I always act like bitch.. if they like it or not.. they have to face it real me..

" and about Stefan.. I want to meet him.. where is I can find him.." ignore Eric grease.. I asked them..

" don't worry about it.. he always come here whenever he have some business.. and now he know that you are I mean ava is live.. he will surely come.. but I want you to meet next weekend.. that we get some time together face him.. we don't have now any guns or safety so.." Alex said to me.. and I know he's right.. I have to wait till new next week..

I think next weekend going to be lot's of drama.. lot's off things coming out.. my and Tom's official meeting.. and like this same as Stefan guy..

Thinking about it.. I didn't know how he look.. how he talk.. I didn't know evening about him..

" oky.. I get it.. before my encounter this him.. I have to know about him.. I mean I didn't know anything about him.. aspect.. how dangerous is.. in your i-cues.. so tell me about he's background.. " I asked them..

" well he's gang leader.. and he's psycho man.. after ava.. girl's for him just tissue paper.. use it and throw them.. he have lot's of connection like other gang's.. businessmans.. and also.. he's most work is transfers drug's and woopens. And also girls.. that was he's cheapest work.. that's why we hate him.. he used girl and than sell them to use dirty works.. Rob money to businessman and all.. murders and all in things he's and he's gang involved it.. " Noah said to me.. listing all this.. I get really mad.. and I really want to kill him by pieces by pieces..

" there is also lot's of things.." he started to telling me more I stop him..

" enough for today.. " I said to him.. and pull out my phone and unlock my phone to see what time is right now.. I have to pick up Keith..

" I will see in ground.. I have to pick up Keith to her work.. she will be waiting for me to pick up.." I tell them.. and they all are nodded...

" see you soon.." they all are said.. I get up on my site.. and walk.. one last time I look at Eric.. he's grease already on me.. I just give him small smile and nodding with I left them..

It's better to not to go close with anyone..

Starting My engine.. I left Eric house.. and drive to Keith's restaurant.. I forget that.. how hungry I am.. I mean I didn't eat anything till now.. I have to grab some food and eat it.. I want to or I will just past out..

Reaching restaurant.. I saw that Keith still working.. and she said that she will be little late.. so I tell her to give some food.. I am hungry.. she laughed at my funny look.. but she did serve me food.. and she did her work.. and I eat my food.. and I feel haven eating those delicious food..

After that I pay for food. And we both left for her home.. to get her ready. She also told me that Bailey also waiting for us in there.. and I am to excited to meet her..

" I really like to ride bike you know.." Keith said to me..

" do you want to speed me up.." I tell her .. I don't mean to scare her but it will be enjoyed it..

" you have plan to trying to kill us " she said to me.. and I laughed..

" don't be pussy.. just hold me tight and enjoy the ride.." I tell her.. and I speed up.. and like this.. we both are reached the ground..

Finally we both reached ground and meet Bailey.. and we hug.. and talk little bit..

" so what you want to do first.. I mean you are going to join race today again.." Keith asked me..

Do I or..

" Uh-huh.. I want to skip it today.. let's go for dance.." I tell them.. and they both are nodded.. and we handled toward dance court..

" so how about you go and dance.." Bailey said to me excitedly..

" no way.. I am not that best dancer like you guys.. you all are Suppprb you know that.." I tell her..

" now you don't be pussy.. and go and show them your talent.." Keith said.. and exact time some girl announced who's next.. and Bailey grab my hand and rise it.. oohh no in hell I will going to be dead today..