What We Have To Do First

Me and Amma both reached home.. the ride is all silent.. I don't want to talk about it..

I didn't even know what to think.. I mean why I feel guilty.. feel frustrated.. I didn't do anything wrong.. than I feel like I hurt him.. why..

" we are here.." Amma said to me.. I take deep breath.. and nodded.. I unlocked the seatbelt.. and ready to get out to the car.. Amma stop me..

" hay.. are you oky.." she said to me.. I look her and nodded..

" listen.. whatever happened.. I am really sorry for that..." she trying to apologize to me.. but I stop her..

" don't.. there is nothing to apologize.. its happen.. " I tell her..

" I want to asked one more think.." she said.. and look at and nodded.

" what.. we have to tell all about this stuff to girls?" She asked me..

" no.. we don't.. I mean.. you know all about this.. and you know that how it's dangerous.. and I don't want to involve in this mess.. its my mess.. it's batter that they didn't know anything about it.. I mean you understand what I am trying to saying.." I tell her..

" I don't want to that they hurt because of me.. I already did with lot's of people.. no more.. it's good that we can keep it secret.." I tell her..

" yeah.. your right.. but.. you are not alone.. we all are with you oky.. don't think to much.. and don't blame yourself for that.. oky.. I trust you.." she said to me.. I don't know what to said more.. I nodded.. and she hug me.. I hug her back..

" can I come with you.. you have to lots off think that have to tell me.. you know.." she said.. and I nodded..

We both are on way to my dorm.. I don't know how it will go.. but I know I can trust her.. because she already know about lot of.. whatever she asked about it.. I will give her answer..

We both enter my dorm.. and I locked the door.. she lay down in janna's bed.. I also lay down in my bed..

" finally.. " she said.. and turn around and looking at me..

" finally.. I meet that girl.. who's keep eating me like.. you know.. who stole my boy.. but guess what.. I don't have to be worry now.." she said..

" well I already told yaa. That you don't have to worry.. but I also never thought that you are the girl.. Tom Falling in... you know.." I tease her..

" what do you mean by that.." she said and looking at me..

" I mean I thought.. that girl will be to sweet and cute.. you know.." I tell her.. not to laugh..

" I am not sweet and cute.." she said..

" hmmm.." I hmm her.. not said anything..

" you are laying right.." she said.. throwing pillow on me..

" what the.. " I said.. when she already started to laugh..

" I am sorry oky.. you just getting in my nerve" she said.. and I also throw same pillow on her face..

" whatever.." I said.. and roll my eye's..

" oky enough.. tell me about real reason why you and Janna both are fight.." she asked me..

" well like you see.. me and Dan.. we both in past hang out with each other.. after they think I am dead.. I never contact with them.. not even Dan.. when I know that I can trust him.. but when we both saw each other.. he literally said that he want me back in he's life.. and when Janna saw us.. and she introduced him to me as boyfriend.. can you believe that.." I tell her all that how it happened..

" what.. after that.. what happened.." she said.. so I continue..

" than I really wanted to punch him.. but I leave it.. because after our encounter.. Janna told us that how they meet.. but after that.. when all you gone.. she told me about her past relationship with Sam.." I tell her..

" who's Sam.. don't tell me it's Max.." she said and stop when I nodded..

" ohh my.. " she said.. but I cut her off..

" I didn't tell her anything.. but when we last time celebrating our victory.. when I had argued with that boy.. who literally flirting with you.. that time Dan come and support me.. and after that Janna asked him lot's of question about me.. and Dan plying with Janna to get close with Max.. when he's work done.. he bring her he's old house and show her our old photos.. and than she saw my old in boxing ring.. she asked him lot's of question to him.. and than he got frustrated.. he told her everything.. and like this.. she know.. and she just walk away without asking why I did.." I tell her everything what happened..

" sorry I told all off them lllie.. but I don't know what to say.. more.." I tell her.. she come to me.. and hug me..

" it's oky.. I understand your situation.. " she said. And I feel happy that she understand..

" that's why she doing all this stuff.." she said.. and I nodded..

" When she know the truth.. I know she will going to be apologize for her behavior.." she said. And this one I also know.. but still I don't think that she will understand me ever..

" oky forget about all.. tell me what we have to do today.. I mean all girl's are want to go party.. and after I saw morning breakfast.. he will be there.. I don't think that it's good idea that we have to go.. what you think.." she said to me..

" I don't know.. well they already upset about yesterday.. I don't think that it's good idea if I tell them to not to go.. I think we have to go.. and forget about all this stuff.. you know.. it's give me to much stress.. and I really want to get drunk.. and do bad things.." I tell her.. and she laughed..

" okay.. if you say so.. " she said..

" I am hungry.. can we go.. and also called girls  join us.." she said.. and I agree with her..

We reach cafeteria.. and that already in fill all of teenagers.. how can we get site's..

" relax they already save sites for us.. now come on grab food..  I am hungry.." Amma said reading my thoughts.. I nodded.. and we both grab our food.. searching where all are sitting..

" there are they.." Amma said.. and we both joined them..

" hay.." we said to them.. and they also greet us..

" so tell me Amma.. how's you date gone.." Naomi said.. and Amma blush..

" ooh that means.. you both are enjoyed huh.." anggi said to her. And she nodded..

" what about you Ava.. are you alright now.." jade said concern me..

" I am good.. how's you.." I tell her.. when I see that Adam come and site besides her.. like this.. Danni and nick also joined us.. I look at Adam.. he little be hesitate when I glare him..

" hay what happened.." jade asked him..

" nothing.. I just.. nothing.. I missed you" he said to her.. and kiss her cheeks.. I look away..

" so we going tonight for party right.." Clara asked.. we all are look her. Me and Amma share look.. after that me and Adam.. they know what happened.. did I really have to go this party.. I mean I know there is nothing to face him.. I always face him.. but thing's changes.. whatever we had in this morning.. it's changed us.. I just can't ignore all this..

" yeah we have to go.. it's party time.. " anggi said.. and Danni joined her..

" yeah we are going.. " Naomi said.. and me and Amma share look what to say.. she looking at me that I am ok or not.. for them I have to go.. after we see what we will do..

" yeah.. so guys come on in my dorm.. we all are going to ready together.. and hand out together. What's say.." I tell them..

" well that's great idea.. " thay all are said.. and we all are again eat our breakfast..

" by the way.. yesterday your friend's gone without saying goodbye.. what happened to them.." anngi said.. I look at her.. and thinking about what happened yesterday..

" they want to go somewhere so they just left.. and sorry about that.. well next time.. I will sure that thay will not gonna left without saying goodbye.." I tell them.. and they are nodded..

" listen we have to go now.. we don't have much time.. it's 6o'clock in evening.. " Naomi said..

" yeahh we have to.." amma said and we all are get up.. and said byy to boys.. and we all are handed in my dorm..

" girl's.. you didn't see you performance.. want to see.. I recode it.." Clara said.. and we all are nod.. and we saw our both performance.. how we sing.. how we danced.. wow.. its all cool.. I thinking about yesterday.. I actually had fun.. it's not that wrong thing happened.. there little good this also happened.. and I enjoy it..

" come on.. so what we are wearing today.." anggi said.. and I show them some dresses. Who by chance they love it.. and I am happy that we all have same size.. so they all agree this to wear myself clothes.. and they all are looking beautiful in clothes..

" make up time.. girls.." Amma said.. and they all are asked me to help them for that.. so I help for it to give them neutral look..

" what are you wearing today.." jade asked me..

" I don't know.. what to wear.. help me.." I tell them.. and they all are started to search for me to wear something cute.. or sexy.. or maybe hot..

" well clothes are supper girl.. you have nice choice.. but what will you wear.. " anngi said.. I just give them question look.. if I know it.. why I just asked them..

" wait I have something.." Naomi said.. and she left us.. where she go I dont know.. we all are look confused.. but we all wait for her..

After 10minutes.. she come.. and give me dress.. and saw dress what she just give me.. and damn.. that's super.. I mean I love it.. it's all golden colour.. and it's to look sexy..

" you have to wear this now.. it's perfect.." she said.. and all are nodded.. even myself also..

And I did what she said.. and I wear dress.. and than come out to bathroom.. and they all are looking at me.. after that.. I did my makeup.. because I can't trust anyone for that.. and they just staring at me that how I doing all this stuff.. after that I done.. I stood up.. wear heels.. and stood front of them..

" so.. what you say guy about this.." I asked them..

" you look suppr beautiful girl.. " jade said.. and all are hug me..

" now come on we are going to be late.." I tell them.. and grabbing my purse and cell phone.. and we all are left..

" boy's are going to be fall for our beauty.." Naomi said.. and they all are giggles.. and I just rolled my eye's..

What happened when he saw me.. I don't know I want to see he's reaction...

We all are reach party hall.. there are already teenagers are enjoying like they always do.. and for some moments.. I saw that all are stop..  looking at us.. I mean like we are some celebrating and they looking at us up to down..

" damn all fucker are looking us in there lusty eye's.." Naomi said.. and all are giggles..

" come on let's start our fun.." Clara said.. ignore all grease.. and we all are follow her..

She's only girl who are into girl's.. so she just don't care when some boy look her or anything.. I hope I will one day find for her someone spacial..

"  so what you want to drink girls.." Clara said.. and we all are said about our drinks.. she nodded.. and order..

" come on let's site there.. " jade said looking at empty both.. we all are agreeing on this.. and site there..

" so what we have to do.. first.." Amma said to us..

" don't know you .." anggi said.. and that same time.. boys are come and approach us..

" heyy beautiful girl's.. can we joined you.." nick said calling us beautiful all are nodded with giggles. It's going to be long night.. who knows..