CHAPTER 2

TODAY is already saturday. I'm just here at home hanging out with my cellphone. Mom and Dad are not here because they went somewhere about business stuff. I invited Kendall and Erin to come over but Kendall have a family bonding while Erin is going sho-shopping with her older sister. I don't want to bother them so I just let them to have fun.

So boring.

"Crayon, do you want some food?" Nanny Delia asked. She is my closest nanny here at home.

“Hey, can I go for a walk today? It's so boring here at home. ” I asked for her permission.

"All right, as long as Felimon will accompany you on you,” she said so I nodded.

Felimon is her grandson. Felimon is three years older than me and he is a nice guy. He is also good looking and a lot of girls like him except me. I'm loyal to Levi.

I immediately stood up and took a shower. I also got dressed and groomed myself. Maybe I'll just go shopping or maybe I'll just eat somewhere.

After I got ready, I immediately got out and went straight to the car. Felimon is already inside and ready to go.

“I will your Mom that you keep roaming around," he said to me.

"Nanny Delia allowed me." I said proudly, "and if something happens to me, you are the one who's responsible."

“Take care of your life. Don't blame me,” he said frowning and I just laughed

"That's why you don't have a girlfriend because of your bad attitude,” I teased him.

“You really thought I don't have one, huh? Don't you know a lot of girls confess their feelings for me?”

"Yeah? Including gays."

He just glared at me, "where are you going?"

"Let's just go to the mall."

Felimon did not answer and started the vehicle. Good thing and there was not much traffic on our way so we got to the mall immediately. I went down to the front of the mall and informed him.

“Crayon, I will just wander around too. Call me when you want to go home or when something happens. ”

“All right, I hope you can find a girlfriend there. ”

He just shook his head and left. I entered the mall and I'm thingking where should I go first. Should I eat first or go shopping already?

Whatever.

As I wonder my eyes inside the mall, I saw a bookstore so I immediately went there. I went to the books section and looked for an interesting book. I like reading some fantasy book. It seems cool when you have power you know.

After looking at some book, a book with a snowy cover grabbed my attention. I was about to pick it up when someone took it too.

“Ah, excuse me, I was the first—

—What the heck?! Levi?!

"Uh, hey ... hi." I greeted him while still not releasing the book. Even if I crush him, I will not give him this book.

"Why are you here?" he asked.

“Why? Do you own this mall?” I asked sarcastically.

"If I say yes, will you leave?"

"Of course not, I'm a costumer afterall,”

"I got it first," he said while pointing the book.

I just sighed then gave him the book. I still like that because it seems good to read. That would have added to my collection, grr! Even if I crush him, he is still annoying.

I even tried to find such a book but I could not find anything. Why am I so unlucky this days?

I just went out from bookstore and went to the Garments Department of the mall and looked for a beautiful girl stuff.

I was about to pick up the red T-shirt when someone also held it. And it's Levi again. Cool.

"I got it first and this shirt is for girls," I told him. “I will not give it to you eventhough I like you.”

"-You like me?"

"Huh?”

My body went cold and what I said seemed to be loading inside my brain. Did I just confessed for freakin 'sake ?!

“Nevermind. All right, that's yours. ” he said before turning back and walked away. What did just happen?

"Hey, Levi!" I called him and I chased him because he was a bit far away, "uh, can we eat together?" I asked. Why am I still shy if he already knows that I have a crush on him.

He suddenly smirked, "cool, so you're asking me to go out with you?"

"Well, kind off."

"A date, huh?"

"A date then."

"Where do you want to go?"

“In your room — kidding.Let's just somewhere— ” wait why is he just stunned? Did I say something wrong?

"D-did you just say, you want to go in my room?"

I said that?

"I'm just kidding." I told him while panicking. What's wrong with this mouth?!

"Shall we eat or not?"

"Where do you want to eat?" I asked.

"I like the Italian Restaurant but it seems that you can not afford so I'll wherever you like to eat." he answered

“Okay. I know somewhere that have a delicious foods. Let's go!”

"Fine."

"Yey!" I clapped, "let's go."

I grabbed his wrist and we boarded the escalator. I'm so excited! I'm really eating with my crush right now—

“I can't believe that there's a lot of young peole is in relationship. They're so young for a romantic relationship!”

“They're even holding hands in public. I wonder if their parents now about this.”

I heard those whispering from two old ladies in out back. I just ignored them. They have a point tho but me and Levi don't have special relationship.

I suddenly looked at Levi's wrist that I was holding. I was about to let go when he himself held my hands. I looked at him as he looked down. My muscles are shaking with excitement!

When we got off the escalator, we started walking while still holding our hands.

"Is it okay if we hold our hands like this?" I asked him then he stopped walking.

“Why are compaling? Don't you like it? Your crush is holding hands.” he answered me.

I just pulled him until we reach the restaurant. We both sat down and called a waiter. We both order the food that we want and waited for it.

I can't stop looking at my hand the he held earlier. It felt like a dream come true!

We started eating and talk about school stuff. He's asking me about math problems and history but I know nothing. It's so embarrassing. Why my brain is empty?

His phone suddenly beeped so he looked at it.

“I'll just go to the comfort room,” he said.

“Sure. Take your time.”

I also stopped eating to wait for him. I want us to eat together so it's better if I just wait for him.

Ten minutes passed by but he's still not here. Did something happened to him? I'm so hungry already! Should I finish my food right now? Oh my god, where is he?!

While wandering my eyes around the restaurant, a waiter suddenly approached me.

"Ma'am, I was told by the man with you earlier that he have to go," he told me.

"Where is he going?"

“I'm sorry but I don't know. It looks like he's in a hurry. ”

“Is that so? Thanks. ”

The staff left and I was stunned. Maybe something happened? But why didn't he tell me that he's already leaving? Levi why are being like this? You made me happy for a while and then you took it back immediately. It hurts!

Why did he leave immediately? I lost my appetite. I stood up and payed for our food

I immediately got out of the mall and called Felimon. I want to go home, I suddenly lost my appetite, seriously.

He immediately picked me up at the entrance of the mall and I immediately got in the car. I told him that I want to go home already.

“Oh, why do you look like that? Did something happen?" he asked while we were on the way back home.

"I'm fine, I just have a headache." I answered and leaned my head against the car window and just looked outside.

It didn't take long for us to get home right away. I immediately changed my clothes and went to bed. I lowered my face to my pillow. You are sl annoying Levi!

After I confess to him, why did he suddenly disappear? But anyway, I can ask him at the school about it. Seriously, the world is so cruel! I just want to be with him.