'Summoning Him'

I plunged on my bed, encircling my arms around my purple spider plushy that I had bought yesterday when I went shopping with mom. It kind of reminded me of Tyler so I brought it home.

As I hugged my Mr Snuggles Spider, I remembered Mom's bizarre reaction when I bought this. Which was also, totally justified because me, finding a stuff toy characterized as a spider—my life long enemy—cute, was more bizarre though. It won't be a lie to say, I had begun seeing spiders in a different light.

Using a little bit of concentration, my eyes were able to infiltrate the ceiling. I gazed at the midnight sky above, surrounded by faint silvery shimmer forming a border.

My solitude was invaded by a few stars that stared back at me, as if they wanted to know what's going inside my head.

Inside my mind, I heard his words that were too good to be true, over and over again. 'It feels nice, to have you by my side.' Could I wish anything more than my presence being appreciated by him like this?