September 8, 2014
8:00 am
I heard the alarm went off, didn't sleep well last night because of that nightmare.
Then Aunt Libby was shouting downstairs "Honey you're gonna be late! come on breakfast is ready!"
"God damn it.. okay!"
"I'm not gonna go up there to ask you one more time"
"I said okay!.. fuck"
I looked under my pillow and saw the sketchbook there "huh.. I guess that dream really happened last night.." why do I feel so empty... and dead inside...
I took a shower, dried my hair, and took my backpack at the study table, and went down the stairs. Damn is that buttered cinnamon I'm smelling?!? or wait...
Then out of nowhere my aunt yelled "Happy Birthday sweetie!!!"
I missed a step and fell down"uuuuuuuuugggghhhh!"
she panicked and placed the pastry at the table. "Are you okay honey?"
"What is wrong with you?! you see me come down the stairs and you're going to scare me like shit?!
I looked at her as she was shocked "I-I-I... I'm just trying to surprise you."
yet my frustration got worst when I saw my knee bleeding, must have been scratched while I was falling from the stairs
"And besides, my Birthday is tomorrow! what the fuck is wrong with you?!
A hard slap landed into my face "Don't ever talk to me as if I am stupid! At least I did something nice! you, did you even know when my birthday is? or did you even appreciate all the things that I have done for you all these years?! you're just a good for nothing brat who doesn't have parents!"
I don't want to cry in front of her so I just run outside the house"...GO ROT IN HELL!!"
then I heard a beep outside, it must be Ryan. I opened the door of his car and yelled "just hit it and go, NOW!"
I heard aunt Libby trying to catch up on me and yelling " Sara I'm sorry for what I—"
I didn't hear the rest because I shut the door and Ryan hit the pedals and went full speed
when Ryan parked his car at the school, the P.A system burst to life " calling the attention of Sara Corinths, please proceed to the principal's office, NOW."
he looked at me and even teased me with the way he talked to me "Ooh, what did you do now my little monster?" then he touched my chin and kissed me... I can feel his lips moving on mine.. then everything went hot.
Suddenly his hands start to go down, from my cheek, then to my neck, and then he's starting to harden his grip "R-Ryan stop it.." but he's starting to be rough on me "Ryan! I said stop it!" pushed him aside. He wiped his mouth because of the saliva, my saliva was all over his mouth " oh come on babe."
Honestly, even if he keeps on doing that to me, I never really gave him a chance to.. "Do it". I don't really know why, but sometimes I noticed that whenever we kiss, he never closes his eyes. And he keeps on asking me to have sex with him.. pervert.
"I have to go Ryan, Principal Wiler called me!" I just kissed him on the cheek and get out of the car.
When I got into the principal's office and told me the reason for calling me in, my world suddenly went dark