The boy and regrets

A few weeks have passed and the boy and girl were meeting each other 4 times a week they would try to schedule their meeting each time and would play till midnight, the boy notice he was having fun in the night. but was different in the morning, the boy would always see his parents quarrel and when in school the boy was getting bullied for fun. While the boy endured this kind of treatment he knew that he has a limit and that limit would break. then thats when the boy made more regrets in his regretful life. The day was monday and the boy just woke up he was rushing to go to school since he overslept as he ran as fast as he can a sudden fist hit him on the head it was his father's he didnt knew why he got punch but didnt care after all in his head his family is already gone beyond saving. The boy just said "sorry" with his face screaming for dissapointment he left. As the boy was running he thought "I wish it was always night" and got to school with a watery eye and tired body and restless mind. he went to his class and took a sit. after a while the teacher wanted the class to group in to five at this point the boy knew no one wants him in their group. The boy was picked last, but was still helping then a voiced called out his name and said "hey can you go and move back a little" the boy didnt reply and just moved his chair as he still tried to help he heard his groupmates whispering "what a wierd boy" "why is he in our group" "cant we just take him off" as he heard this the boy was still helping and didnt care at all what he heard but in his head all he can say was "im sorry" "even i know im dumb" "guess im just really a dead weight" instead of fighting what he heard he was thinking they were right. as the boy wanted to cry so much, he cant and just kept on faking the smile that he has no matter how painful the situation is, after school he didnt want to go home. The boy walked around the city while gazing the sky and thinking "when did I become like this?" "was their really a reason for me to be alive?" as his mind was filled with hatred towards himself he saw a kitten and was wondering why it was abandoned so he took it and gave it a name cat. the moment his father saw the kitten and shouted at the boy saying "why did you pick that rodent" the boy simply said "It looked abandoned so i took it" then the father said "your already lazy and dumb you think you can have a pet" the boy simply replied "atleast im trying to give him a comfortable home instead of abandoning it, im not like you dad i dont abandon my own children whether they were a mistake" the father was furious and wanted replied "If i had money id leave you and your mom here and go to my mistress" as his father said that the boy said "you should have" and got to his room with the cat. as he wanted to go to the abandoned house that night he cant since his tired mentally as he drift to sleep he remembered cat and gave it a water dish and food and a warm place in his room to stay. As he went to sleep the boy was thinking "did i do anything right" as he kept on trying to sleep he noticed the cat was trying to go to his bed and so he took it and to his surpried the cat slept near him. the boy smiled and said "i guess i did make something right" and sleep.