The boy and distance

As a few weeks have gone by the boy and the girl became close friends but the boy still though "Im a doing things right?" as another day has begun the boy has a routine of giving food and water to the cat before going to school. As exam is approaching many of his scholmates are studying while the boy only though "why study? were all gonna die anyway so why put so many effort for nothing" as he begin to wonder and think more a a "friend" talk to the boy saying "hey bro can i copy your answer in the exams?" as the boy wanted to say no all he can say is "sure go a head bro" as the "friend" leaves he overheard him saying "see told ya he would say yes after all we can just beat him up if he said no" and chuckles. As the bell rang the teacher called the boy and said "are you okey? you look pale and sad" the boy only smiled and said "Im always fine sir you dont need to worry" and left. as the boy walk to get to his house he notice the girl. as their eyes glance at each other they just both walk pass by without any trace of connection. The boy only though one thing "so close yet so far away". As the night begin he didn't want to go to the abandoned house instead he just walk and walk till his tired that night. as he keeps on walking he notice the moon and ask it "how are you so far away yet your light can be seen from this distance?" as he keep on walking his mind begun to think some things "guess i should study" "is this really what i want?" "I wonder how the cat is doing" "did she come to the abandoned house" as he keep on walking in that night he though "I guess the most distant person i have is myself, after all I dont even know why Im like this". as his sadness begun to cave in he can only smile in the distance between him and himself as he screams in his head saying "stop".