2. Sad Old Life

Shawn Mendes as Xander Knight...

CRASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGG

That was the first thing that I heard when I opened my eyes. For other it may be a alarm clock or the chirupping of the bird but for me it was a usual scene. I made my way downstairs. And the sound was coming from my mom's room. " I F***ING DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. YOU KNOW I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. I JUST WANT TO DIE. BUT WHAT ABOUT XANDER". I opened the door. And my mom was sitting on the bed with a beer bottle in her hands and she was talking may be to her friend. Before she could feel my presence I left the room.

You see we used to live a normal life. used to but now all has changed. Mom is a interior designer and dad... Okay so don't let me get started about dad. So dad had left us because he wanted to live his life. A life that didn't included US . And mom was so madly, deeply in love with him. That she can't handle his absence. LOVE the word that I hate. When you love someone or let someone love you. You give them full power to destroy you till the last fibre of your body. I lazily made my way upstairs.

Sitting on my window and having a cigarette. Hoping my pain to fly away just like the smoke. I always wanted a normal childhood. But you not always get what you want. Childhood full of tears and ignorance was my childhood. I felt so much that from now I don't feel anything.

My thoughts were broke when I hear a thud from the opposite window. And then stood an angel with long hair, ocean like blue eyes and a cute button nose rubbing her bum. She was sending a murderous glare towards the box like it will die. She was cute. Then she met my eyes. And then and there I forgot to breath. She was incredibly beautiful. I can't express how she looked. So innocent so naive that she didn't even knew. Then she started looking deeply into my eyes. Like she was reading my eyes. Like she could she my pain, feel my pain. I completely ignored her. Hopped of the window and closed it with a bang. But I didn't know that this blue eyed angel can never be ignored. And shutting her off was one of my mistake...

Hello Readers!

Hope you enjoyed this chapter.

And dont mind the mistakes

So basically this chapter is a very big thank you to one of my friend who supported me to write story on Wattpad and believes in me more than I could. I can't reveal her real name but she is my RAY...

So thank you Ray and I love you till the moon and back.

Untill next chapter

Stay Gold!

-kuls